tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61755539276759408882024-02-22T16:23:51.250+08:00ehem..Not a girl,not yet a woman...Now don't get confused with my gender kay!Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.comBlogger93125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-89233752467808519132022-02-23T14:31:00.013+08:002022-02-28T12:55:07.119+08:00Pandemic and JoblessnessSeptember 2019 was the last month I received my student allowance, my appeal has been approved to extend the duration to finish my PhD without allowance, by one year. Yet I have to wait for my supervisor to get back to me from her sabbatical and later wait for my proofreader to complete the proofreading (June 2020) and then another 3 months for my viva voce date (October 2020) from my submission date (July 2020). And after I've done my correction that should take a year in just 1 month 2 weeks (I was like a zombie with 1-2 hours sleep a day and no more running for a runner like me) I have to wait another 1 month plus for the examiners (very busy professors~) to reply their feedback. This situation was prolonged to February 2021 which means all this happened from Sept 2019 to February 2021. During this time I work as part time waitress in 2 different cafes around my university. This is like a short recap from my previous posts...<div><br /></div><div>From January to March 2021 I got a contract job which pay me like a fresh graduate, same amount with my first job in 2010. Syukur tidak menganggur~</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://islamkidunya.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/07/Alhamdulillah-31.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="481" height="400" src="https://islamkidunya.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/07/Alhamdulillah-31.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;">May 2021 I got to be a part time lecturer substituting my friend in a local private university for their short semester. First and short experience, god giving me a taste of what I aspire (and struggling) to be, still. Luckily the students were super chill and cool (don't know if they feel the same way about me, some called me the coolest millennial lecturer, too bad the management didn't think so and didn't hire me after that). I incorporated a pretty handful of Internet memes in my slides, so I guess only those who love memes would appreciate it. Some might think I am immature for that lol. But memes are not childish, it requires some level of intelligence for audience to understand and laugh at it. One of my PhD-mate is writing a thesis about meme, I hope he never change his topic. *the thing about PhD topic is, some supervisors might not agree with students approach or direction of their research topic and can suggest changes from minor to 100% different from what the student proposed. Luckily my supervisor is supercool with my research topic although sometimes I feel it's a petty topic to be discussed academically when compared to my PhD-mates who write about politics. But deep down I still like my topic and it is still currently aligned with our situation now.</span></div><div><br /></div><div>June 2021 I received the senate later from the submission I made in February. yeah... <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://i.redd.it/qzby5bmvtlc21.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="343" data-original-width="347" height="198" src="https://i.redd.it/qzby5bmvtlc21.jpg" width="200" /></a></div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>July 2021 my second phase interview with one local IPTA and I confidently felt good about it.</div><div><br /></div><div>October 2021 I received the result that I am successful to be the calon simpanan (whattt~~) whatever the shit that means. In the same week I received a call from a SEEK Jobstreet agent something (I dont know) offering a position as instructional designer so I sat for the interview with the company and got the job but the pay is ok but not my PhD level kind of pay...in this pandemic, u just gotta grab whatever u got~</div><div><br /></div><div>What is the point of this post, u may ask (if there is even anyone reading this....) well, I'm grateful that Allah swt had given me this job right after I received the devastating news from that IPTA (dihatikuuuu) ..it's like right on time I got a job that I didn't even apply for, I mean I dont apply job in the industry anymore since they always decline saying I'm overqualified, no skill for work etc (eventho I have 4 years working experience before I pursued my master n PhD).. so now I'm a PhD holder working in the industry... Allah swt atur cantik je, but it's up to me now to be grateful n work full heartedly although its not really my dream job, but it's a job i enjoy.</div><div><br /></div><div>Alhamdulillah </div><div><br /></div><div>And I think, this could be because I started to amalkan al Mathurat after Subuh while jogging (meaning I listen n "sing along" while running la). It is really a jemput rezeki kind of zikir. Because before this I rarely do it, but in September I made it a habit where almost everyday I jog after Subuh I didn't put on music like I normally do, I put on al Mathurat...I still try to make it a habit now..after 1 round of morning al Mathurat I would listen to my normal rock songs for the running beast mode on lol..</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/UzVfDMPYKp0" width="320" youtube-src-id="UzVfDMPYKp0"></iframe></div><br /><div><br /></div><div>SO THATS ALL!! READ YOUR AL MATHURAT GUYS!! </div><div><br /></div><div>Bonus bacaan: <a href="https://bidadari.my/al-mathurat/" target="_blank">Manfaat membaca al-Mathurat</a> </div><div><br /></div>Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-62242617895883371282021-02-25T11:19:00.004+08:002021-03-30T15:39:35.886+08:00Benarkah Allah tidak menguji hambaNya kecuali Dengan Kemampuan-Nya?<i>Allah berfirman dalam surat Al Baqarah ayat 286 :<br />لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا ۚ لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ ۗ رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِنْ نَسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا ۚ رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِنَا ۚ رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ ۖ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَا ۚ أَنْتَ مَوْلَانَا فَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ<br />Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdoa): “Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri ma’aflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir.”</i><br /><div><br /></div><div>Aku tak berniat pon nak jadikan blog aku blog Islamik, tapi this is just what's in my mind lately..sometimes questioning my fate.</div><div><br /></div><div>Aku baru dapat perkhabaran yang menghampakan sebelum aku tulis entry ni. Penaja aku menolak rayuan aku. Aku sambung belajar sebab penaja aku masa interview said that they would like to hire me because of my impressive work or industrial experience but they need to send me to do my PhD first, but i must complete it within 3 years. That's the deal. In 2018 however there is a major unfortunate event in my life. My dad got into a road accident and was bedridden. My mom is also having some sakit wanita and needed operation 1 month after the accident. So sebagai satu-satunya anak berstatus student aku lah yang banyak menjaganya di hospital.</div><div><br /></div><div>So dalam 3 bulan tergendala progress, tapi selain pada tu orang lain seperti experts (professors and academic) yang aku contact to validate my questionnaire pon take time to respond to my enquiries. Tak masuk my penyelia too because they all have their own busy professional business and I am just a student, why would they care so much right. Ingat lagi my friend who were a lecturer (with a PhD of course) pernah cakap, dia jarang layan email student sebab busy. So there u have it. And my friend is a Malaysian, so I think that's just Malaysian's things sebab masa kat Australia dulu aku email my tutor and lecturer (some are doctors and professors) they mostly respond promptly.</div><div><br /></div><div>To cut the story short I got 1 year extension without allowance so I was income-less for the whole year 2020. But the next road block was that my penyelia went to her sabbatical overseas for 6 months. So within that 1 year extension, 6 months are wasted. So of course the penaja won't extend again for me.</div><div><br /></div><div>So I received the rejection letter few days ago and was extremely devastated, feels like i wasted my 4 years buat PhD to get a job but in the end i didnt get the job and i even going to be in a huge debt since that's part of the deal, kalau tak finish within 3 year kena compound. </div><div><br /></div><div>But I just pick myself up, just let myself cried for 1 night only and just accept the fate.</div><div><br /></div><div>During that one night, I questioned myself, at this age, instafamous ada yang 20 tahun pon lagi kaya dari aku yet I didn't even have a career yet.</div><div><br /></div><div>I continue typing this entry once I submitted my thesis and received letter of completion on 18 February and I have already submitted the official letter of completion ke penaja but they all shut up and didn't reply anything to me since 5 days ago.</div><div><br /></div><div>Aku juga tertanya-tanya juga kenapa ujian aku sebesar ini. Then my own naqibah or friends working in this academic world when i tell them the struggle i go through they would be like "laa kesiannya, kenapa dorang buat macam tu, kenapa macam ni, risaunya.." which is not helping at all lol. (same goes to how people respond to depressed people, tak bagi advice yg practical, balik-balik advice solatlah, baca Quran la, anda assume dorang ni semua tak solat n baca Quran ke?? so judgemental). I'm expecting a respond that would guide me on what i should do next, not just offering their sympathetic gesture of sigh. I already have those. So i just have to keep myself strong and redha and pasrah. sebab takda orang lain boleh faham atau boleh tenangkan aku. Hidup ni pon singkat je, kadang-kadang pikir esok je tah-tah boleh mati, kenapa risau sangat pasal career dan harta sebagai achievement atas dunia. Let just live it like this and see where it goes, where my life is heading to.</div><div><br /></div><div>By the way I dont know who to contact, menteri sekarang tak tau la, Dr Maszlee dulu in 2019 bila aku email dia respond dengan cepat dan suruh aku buat aduan rasmi ke KPM, tapi sebab dapat extension aku tak kacau la lagi nak minta elaun ke bantuan dana sebab pikir ramai lagi yang lebih memerlukan. Tapi dalam 2021 ni, aku tak tau la KPM atau menteri pendidikan akan layan kes aku ni ke tak. So i really dont know what to do.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-EDHjcHC6wg4/YDcXMIf_OAI/AAAAAAACBUI/64sh5KF5oF0zFth71FDn5WE0ewKhWsaoQCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/ramadhanposter-3.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="911" data-original-width="1600" height="228" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-EDHjcHC6wg4/YDcXMIf_OAI/AAAAAAACBUI/64sh5KF5oF0zFth71FDn5WE0ewKhWsaoQCLcBGAsYHQ/w400-h228/ramadhanposter-3.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><div><br /></div>Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-57804306478641205332020-04-23T15:23:00.002+08:002022-02-23T14:53:30.731+08:00Apa Boleh Buat Sempena Terkurung dalam Rumah waktu PKP ni?As salam..dan salam sejahtera..salam PKP.. salam terkurung..salam dari jauh sebab dah lama tak berlari n hiking..because it's corona time!<br />
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Before we jump to that, basic things to take care of ourselfves. </div>
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First, ingatlah masa itu emas tapi sebenarnya lagi mahal dari emas sebab emas boleh lagi beli beberapa gram tapi masa tak boleh beli so jangan buang masa dengan benda tak berfaedah (rasa hipokrit plak taip benda ni..hmmm). </div>
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Second, jangan mendekati depression or kemurungan, so buatlah benda yang anda suka, enjoy, fun, di samping berfaedah supaya mood anda lifted, takla lepas buat tu stress ke. I got my own little brother (not so little) main game asyik marah seorangan diri macam stressed gila je, kenapa buat aktiviti macam tu? Entahlah..hanya gamer tahu i guess.. </div>
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Thirdly, selain mental health, body pon kena healthy, try la to incorporate a lot of walking in ur home, kalau tak suka exercise pon kan. Kalau jenis suka dengar lagu joget-jogetlah, sambil masak ke mop rumah ke. Kalau ada fitness band/tracker, try set 5000-10k steps per day. Sihat dah tu, tak hari-hari pon 4-5 hari seminggu. Kalau kaki workout macam aku, u dont need my advise lah, just keep consistently doing what u do. </div>
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Fourthly, makan la benda sihat lebih sikit..walaupon lately aku asyik makan megi sebab stress buat amendment thesis so jadi tak lalu makan benda lain, dont follow this. Makan la nasi dan sayur yang banyak, berserta ayam dan ikan atau telur. Tapi makanlah bila lapar, berhenti before kenyang. Simpan stok untuk sepanjang tahun because this PKP not gonna end that soon. U should know why.</div>
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So let's start..ini just my suggestion lah korang boleh ikut, kalau bosan-bosan. Ikutkan nak buat video (i kan da ada youtube channel kahkah, tapi sendu je) tapi disebabkan busy, so tulis ni je la..maka inilah cadangan saya dari apa yang saya lihat kawan-kawan saya dan celebrity atau tokoh yang saya follow atau random strangers on the net.</div>
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<span face=""helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif" style="color: yellow;">1)</span> Budayakan membaca. Membaca jambatan ilmu. Lebih banyak membaca, lebih berpengetahuan, lebih bijak. Boleh baca buku, e-book, blog atau article berilmiah, tentang sejarah, politik, tamadun dunia, falsafah, agama atau kisah fiction. Bacalah apa yang anda minat. Baca terjemahan al Quran yakni bertadabur lagi la hebat..</div>
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2) Belajar skill baru. Selain memasak, banyak lagi skill lain. Kawan aku baru whatsapp saya 2 malam lepas tanya tentang tips tanam rumput sebab aku pernah keja sementara sebagai pekebun lepas habis master tengah tunggu nak sambung PhD. So dia cerita PKP ni dia cadang nak mencantikkan landscape rumah dia la. Sangat productive. So korang pon boleh la try berkebun ke, berkraftangan, menjahit ke..boleh belajar online je.</div>
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3) Sambung belajar, kat Harvard!<br />
Ya.. Harvard ada offer online course percuma, so sila ambil kesempatan ini. Dah graduate boleh bagitau kat orang, "I belajar benda ni kat Harvard..online (part ni slow sikit)". I am not lying. Pergilah site dia kat <a href="https://online-learning.harvard.edu/catalog/free" target="_blank">sini</a><span face=", "blinkmacsystemfont" , "segoe ui" , "roboto" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #262626; font-size: 14px;">. </span>Maybe universiti lain ada jugak, korang boleh search sendiri. Satu lagi universiti yang offer ialah Stanford , klik<span style="font-size: large;"><a href="https://scholarship-positions.com/explore-free-online-courses-stanford-university-usa/2017/11/03/"> </a></span><a href="https://scholarship-positions.com/explore-free-online-courses-stanford-university-usa/2017/11/03/" target="_blank">sini</a> Best kan?</div>
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5) Diet dan workout. Inilah masanya untuk korang capai target korang yang dah lama terkubur. Banyak faktor dan alasan dulu kan, busy keje, tak sempat workout, nak diet tak boleh sebab asyik ikut kawan makan, peer pressure gitu, tak sempat masak clean eating, beli makan kat luar banyak gula dan garam. So now it's the time. Tak payah pon bazir duit ikut mana-mana coach online kalau tak mampu, banyak apps and website free boleh follow. Nak workout tiru pon banyak video free kat youtube. Contoh website free yang aku guna since 2008 untuk kuruskan badan ialah <a href="http://sparkpeople./">SparkPeople.</a> Gi buat akaun n set target segala n follow tips dia. Atas diri sendiri je.</div>
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Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-48682160998861683542019-09-29T15:39:00.001+08:002019-09-29T15:40:48.313+08:00Kisah Penumpang Titanic..kenapa tak cukup lifeboat?<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #3c4043; font-family: "roboto" , "helveticaneue" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">"If a ship is torpedoed, that's war. If it strikes a rock in a storm, that's nature. But just to </span><b style="background-color: white; color: #3c4043; font-family: Roboto, HelveticaNeue, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; max-height: 999999px;">die because</b><span style="background-color: white; color: #3c4043; font-family: "roboto" , "helveticaneue" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"> there weren't </span><b style="background-color: white; color: #3c4043; font-family: Roboto, HelveticaNeue, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; max-height: 999999px;">enough lifeboats</b><span style="background-color: white; color: #3c4043; font-family: "roboto" , "helveticaneue" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">, that's ridiculous." -Eva Hart</span> </blockquote>
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I am supposed to write my thesis to submit the first draft TOMORROW but guess what,here i am.. i am getting hooked on to the history of the sinking Titanic. I actually tertengok some documentaries kat Youtube about the real story from one of the survivors, Eva Hart. Then I dig more. Here's a short brief about her and few other survivors that i will share in the next post.</div>
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Eva Hart was 7 years old masa tu, and travelled as a second class passenger boarding the Titanic on 10 April 1912, with both her parents. Sebenarnya dia sekeluarga sepatutnya naik kapal lain nama<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> </span><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/USS_Yale_(1888)">Philadelphia</a>, tapi kapal tu tak jadi sail sebab ada mogok (coal strike) so banyak passenger dari kapal tu kena transferred to the next ship which is the Titanic ( macam kita book flight AirAsia lepas tu flight tu cancel dia move kita sesuka hati ke next flight yang ikut suka time dia~).</div>
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So mak dia, Esther Hart dah rasa tak sedap hati. Dia macam dapat premonition that something dreadful (mengerikan) is going to happen to that ship (Titanic). Tapi nak tanak kena naik jugak la sebab dah beli tiket dan memang nak kena pegi America. Titanic dijadualkan belayar dari Southampton,England ke New York,America. Pelayaran pertama untuk apa2 jenis kapal macam ni dipanggil maiden voyage.<i> "The maiden voyage of a ship, aircraft or other craft is the first journey made by the craft in its intended duty." </i>So kiranya itu adalah pelayaran pertama untuk Titanic selepas siap dibina di Ireland. The first and the last...</div>
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Mak dia punya rasa tak sedap hatilah sampai memutuskan untuk tidur waktu siang dan malam berjaga siap sedia kalau jadi apa-apa. So pada malam kejadian, both Eva n her dad tengah tidur, mak dia tengah berjaga dan terasa sedikit getaran bila kapal tu langgar iceberg, so dia kejutkan Benjamin, dan Benjamin keluar pegi check kat dock, nak amek tahu apa jadi dari crew kat situ. So coming back to the room (mesti masa tu dia dah tahu apa yang jadi, n dia antara orang terawal tahu) dia bagitau dorang pasal pelanggaran tu n suruh dorang dua pakai coat and selimutkan Eva (sebab sejuk kan?) dan bawak ke deck untuk naik lifeboat. Dengan polisi wanita dan kanak-kanak didahulukan, Esther dan Eva saja masuk ke dalam lifeboat dan Eva bila ditemuramah (bila dia dah dewasa la) Eva bagitau, benda terakhir bapa dia pesan waktu tu lepas letak dia dalam lifeboat ialah <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> </span>'be a good girl and hold Mummy's hand'. Sambil bapa dia berdiri di deck dan melihat lifeboat itu diturunkan ke dalam air. Dia tak jumpa bapak dia dah lepas tu, even mayat pon tak jumpa <i>(Her father perished and his body, if recovered, was never identified.) </i>Pengorbanan seorang ayah. Laki-laki zaman ayah2 kita gentleman macam ni, sekarang, aku naik LRT pon lelaki berebut dengan aku untuk duduk, bila dipersoalkan nanti akan cakap "kan perempuan nak equality?" Equality my ass bruh, my ass..u still cant give birth~ ok ter-emo pula...memang tak semua laki zaman sekarang macam tu, yang triggered je la kot haha~</div>
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Eva dan ibunya lepas tu diselamatkan oleh kapal <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RMS_Carpathia">Carpathia</a> yang meluru datang sebaik terima distress call (in morse code) dari Titanic, tetapi sebab kapal tu jauh dan kapal tu bukan kapal secanggih Titanic, selaju dia pon dia hanya boleh sampai dalam 4 jam. Ada kontroversi mengatakan ada satu lagi kapal yang lebih dekat yang nampak emergency flare atau <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> </span>distress rockets tapi buat tak tahu je iaitu kapal <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SS_Californian">Californian</a>. Eva ni antara survivor yang outspoken dan jadi activist yang kritik kepincangan pengurusan dan pengendalian Titanic. Dari segi kenapa lifeboat tak cukup, iaitu sepatutnya 40 untuk menampung 2000 penumpang, tapi cuma ada 20 sebab kapten, arkitek, engineer dan bos White Star Line (syarikat kapal dan pelayaran tersebut) terlalu yakin yang Titanic takkan tenggelam. They called it <i>the unsinkable Titanic, even God cant sink it</i>..terlalu yakin dan mencabar tuhan kau ni bang.. </div>
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Lagi satu, even lepas langgar iceberg tu pon kapten dan orang besar kapal ni macam masih tak yakin yang pelanggaran tu teruk dan boleh tenggelamkan Titanic, so dorang bertindak sambil lewa, dan sebab tiada emergency drill langsung (katanya ada tapi kapten suruh kensel sebab ada Sunday church activity apatah) so crew semua tak bersedia dengan apa yang perlu dibuat untuk organisekan passenger ke lifeboat. Lifeboat terawal berlepas pon katanya maybe ada lagi tempat kosong, tapi sebab masa tu kebanyakan passenger dan crew tak tahu lagi yang kapal akan sink, so tak kecoh, tak ramai berebut naik. Dan crew pon sebenarnya tak tahu pon the fact that the lifeboat tak mencukupi. Historian Thomas E. Bonsall cakap yang kalau lifeboat cukup pon, tetapi atas sebab pengurusan dan pengendalian kecemasan yang berterabur macam ni, tak banyak jugak nyawa boleh diselamatkan. </div>
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Eva juga mengkritik kaptain kapal Californian yang mengabaikan distress rocket dari Titanic. Sebab kapten dia bagi alasan, dorang ingat Titanic tengah main firework celebrating something, <b>at 2 am bruh?? Really? Firework dengan emergency flare sama ke bang?? </b>Selain itu, kapten tersebut jugak memberi alasan kata mereka jauh, 19 batu so tak nampak dengan clear, padahal memula cakap 9 batu, lepas tu betulkan kata "oppss ralat, 19 batu lah," huh boleh plak.. Eva membantah, dia cakap mana ada 19 batu, 9 batu pon tidak, sebab dari lifeboat dia masa tu, dia boleh nampak kapal tu, bukan nampak lampu je, memang sebijik bentuk kapal dia boleh nampak, maksudnya dekat la tu. Closer than 9 miles away. Tapi nak menipu sebab nak justify their irresponsibility for the death of 1500+ Titanic victims, dari 9 batu jadi 19 batu pulak...</div>
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"I saw that ship sink,I never closed my eyes. I didn't sleep at all. I saw it, I heard it, and nobody could possibly forget it. I can remember the colours, the sounds, everything. The worst thing I can remember are the screams. It seemed as if once everybody had gone, drowned, finished, the whole world was standing still. There was nothing, just this deathly, terrible silence in the dark night with the stars overhead.The band played one version of 'Nearer My God to Thee' of which there are three and the one they played was the one that was played in church. I never closed my eyes at all – I saw that ship sink. And I saw that ship break in half."- Eva Hart, semasa ditemuramah, aku translate kat bawah bagi yang kureng English. </blockquote>
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"Saya nampak sendiri kapal tu tenggelam, saya tak tutup mata langsung. Tak tidur langsung. Saya nampak, saya dengar, dan mustahil sesiapa pon boleh lupakannya. Saya ingat warnanya, bunyinya, semuanya. Paling teruk yang saya boleh ingat ialah jeritan. Ia seperti sebaik sahaja semua orang hilang, lemas, habis, seluruh dunia terdiam terpaku. Tiada apa lagi selain sepi yang dasyat dan mengerikan di dalam kegelapan malam dengan hanya bintang di langit. Kugiran memainkan lagu Nearer My God to Thee yang ada 3 versi, dan versi mereka main ialah yang dimainkan di gereja*. Saya tak tutup mata langsung, saya lihat sendiri kapal tu tenggelam. Dan saya nampak kapal tu terbelah dua." </blockquote>
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*Menurut pembacaan lanjut, aku dapat tahu yang kugiran tu stay main lagu atas kapal sampai kapal dah nak tenggelam,dah senget dah baru dorang berhenti sebab dah tak boleh berdiri, sebab dorang sedar dorang sebagai lelaki takleh naik bot tu sebelum wanita dan kanak2, dan bot pon tak cukup, tapi yang biadabya company White Star Line (atau company yang uruskan kugiran tu yang assigned dorang play atas Titanic) still bilkan uniform baru kugiran tu ke keluarga dorang lepas tragedi tu. Tak bertimbangrasa langsung.</div>
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Kesudahannya Eva sampai New York dengan maknya, dan maknya pon kawen lain. Dia takleh tidur since the tragedy sebab trauma kan, baru umur 7 tahun. Dia asyik mimpikan tragedi tu, sampailah umur 23 tahun mak dia meninggal, dia decide untuk melawan ketakutan dia tu so dia berlayar ke Singapura naik kapal penumpang atau cruise la kot eh?, tapi mulanya dia tak keluar langsung dari kabin dia selama 4 hari sampailah pramugari kapal tu paksa dia keluar ke deck dan barulah dia berani dan mimpi ngeri tu pon stop. Rasanya lepas tu baru tu baru dia aktif dan vokal mengkritik dan menceritakan pengalaman dia kepada masyarakat umum, baru bersedia ditemuramah lah camtu. Dan dia bergabung dengan survivor lain dalam society dorang untuk menggesa peraturan baru untuk kapal-kapal.</div>
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Dia juga mengkritik aktiviti sea explorer yang nak korek tempat kapal tu tenggelam, sebab dia kata itu kan tempat macam kubur kepada 1200-1500 mangsa yang tak terselamat. Sepatutnya jangan dikacau. Dah la mati sebab sejuk (hypothermia) bukan semua mati sebab lemas saja, barang peribadi dorang nak dikorek dan dicuri pulak, katanya lagi.</div>
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Apa yang paling menarik, sebelum oceanographer ada teknologi untuk masuk ke dasar laut,engineer dan crew kapal yang terselamat mati-mati menafikan cerita survivor yang mengatakan bahawa kapal Titanic tu terbelah dua bila tenggelam. Dorang nak cakap kapal tu sangat kuat dan dia tenggelam in one piece. Eva Hart antara yang paling tegas mengatakan dia nampak dan dia dengar kapal tu patah dua masa nak tenggelam. Namun begitu, pada tahun 1986 bila Robert Ballard berjaya jumpa Titanic wrecks di dasar lautan, dia telah confirmkan yang memang kapal tu patah dua,dan agak jauh terpisah. Take that! Tapi by 1986 tu crew kapal semua tu dah mati la kot, survivor yang kebanyakannya remaja dan budak-budak pon dah berumur dah by that time, tambah la pulak crew kapal yang sah-sah la dah dewasa masa kerja dalam Titanic tu.</div>
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Ok i think that's all for now, back to my thesis, wish me luck, i will come back to write another or more story about the survivors or the victims that i find interesting to share. Did u read this? U want more? Komen la..takla aku rasa aku tulis syok sendiri je..huh..ok tataaa</div>
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Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-66858694816360747252019-09-03T19:39:00.002+08:002022-03-22T13:37:53.517+08:00Skincare Sekarang, Masalah Fungal Acne dan Parut Salam dan hello all,<br />
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If u had read my old post about my never-ending acne problem <a href="http://idunknowwhyimhere.blogspot.com/2012/04/akulah-makhluk-tuhan-paling-gojes.html" target="_blank">here</a> or <a href="http://idunknowwhyimhere.blogspot.com/2013/08/set-tee-tree-oil-cosmoderm-review.html" target="_blank">here</a> which were written ages ago and still is getting traffic and comments to this day hence this post is made, this time i want to share about my most latest n current skincare to suit my current skin condition. After those 2 post in 2012 and 2013,aku dah try millions of skincare products, sekejap ok sekejap tak ok kulit aku ni tapi malas dah nak taip review.<br />
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So kali ini aku dah discovered a new skin routine for my current skin condition, iaitu jerawat pasir or kulat (fungal acne). Dulu tak tau pon apa benda jerawat pasir ni. Nanti aku tulis lagi secara detail, kalau la ada orang tanya kat komen, tapi buat masa sekarang aku share dekat Youtube pasal skin condition aku sekarang. Jerawat pasir ni bukan boleh main main punya, sebab dia bukan macam jerawat biasa. <div><br /></div><div>*Update: Link YouTube video review aku tu aku dah delete sebab hari tu share banyak gak traffic dapat dari sini ke youtube lepas tu banyak plak komen kata suara tak jelas, padahal aku dengar jelas je, kalau phone speaker problem pakai lah earphone, itu pon nk kena ajar huh!<br />
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Jerawat biasa letak krim jerawat piuuu matilah dia, tapi jerawat pasir ni nama je jerawat pasir, tapi dalam bahasa English dia dipanggil fungal acne, so sebenarnya dia bukan jerawat, dia adalah kulat, tapi nampak macam jerawat, the bacteria that cause them to appear is not even the same as acne or blemishes punya bacteria yang biasa tu, it's a different one. More for u to read <a href="https://simpleskincarescience.com/pityrosporum-folliculitis-treatment-malassezia-cure/" target="_blank">here</a> kalau nak berkenalan dengan lebih lanjut dengan beliau but it's in English, kalau nak mudah paham dalam bahasa kebangsaan secara ringkas dan padat tengok je <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3khAB4Zwmzw" target="_blank">video Noel ini </a> . Kalau nak tengok my own video reviewing all the products that i have changed to suit my current skin condition yang terkena masalah jerawat pasir di kala ini, tengok kat sini.<br />
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Updated: can anyone reading my blog share the best product to clear my face from jeragat or pigmentation, dark spots and acne scars? I've tried HirusScar,did nothing and i think it just make my skin breakouts since dia ada castor oil yang trigger fungal acne or jerawat pasir.</div>Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-72179450614425980422019-06-25T09:49:00.004+08:002021-06-23T12:52:37.926+08:00How Overthinking Had Saved Me: A Short Story of my Experience This morning i scrolled my Facebook and found a post that touched my heart. A tragic story how a young Muslim girl died. I feel like sharing my almost similar story.<br />
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"I carried a dead Muslim girl out of a night club.<br />
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I never really tell stories about my past, mainly because we dont need to be exposing our past sins and a little bit because I dont wanna snitch on myself.. But time to time I reflect on the lessons learnt.<br />
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It was October 2011 and I was a security manager in the nightclub scene. I got called to work a big urban night, which people attended from all over the country. Over 3000 people came and the place was full from wall to wall. Some well known rappers and DJ's were playing that night and I remember it smelt like cocoa butter, weed and sweat.<br />
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Alcohol and drug fuelled, there was so many fights. I remember seeing a guys head split when he got hit with a champagne bottle, blood everywhere. It was absolutely manic! I remember being so angry at the promoters for putting us in this situation as bouncers.<br />
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Anyway, at the end of the night as everybody rushed out the club in a hurry, people started to push, slip and fall down the stairs. With no regard for each other, they just started to walk over the people who had fallen and stamp all over them. Before you knew it there was a stampede and people were getting trampled and crushed.<br />
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Along with a few others I started to pull people out of the pile of bodies being crushed as others carried on walking all over them. I could hear screaming, crying and shouting... but these animals just did not care and would not stop. I was pulling people out from under the crowd and to safety as the police, paramedics and firemen turned up to help.<br />
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I went back in and pulled one female out who was unconscious and carried her outside the club to a paramedic. I placed her down on the carpark floor and ran back inside to help more people. Every time I came back out I looked at this girl not moving and the paramedic frantically trying to help. I went over to ask what's going on and they told me shes dead.<br />
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They checked her ID and from her name I found out she is a muslim. Another girl also died that night and around 35 people were seriously injured. The police reviewed the footage and told me that I probably saved 30 lives that night..<br />
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But not this one.<br />
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Till this day I cry when I think about her. It scared me so much to think as a muslim I could lose my life in a nightclub. It was the start of me trying to change my whole life around. My intention is to continue doing sadaqa jarya charity projects for her.<br />
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May Allah forgive us for our sins and have mercy on this young muslimah who was only around 19 years old.<br />
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Death can come at anytime man, you have to be prepared. The clubbing scene is nothing but filth. I've seen people lose their lives and even stopped women getting raped in my time on the doors.<br />
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Alhamdulillah for the second, third, fourth and however many other chances Allah has given us.<br />
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You can have the darkest past, but it shouldn't prevent you from having the brightest future. I work my ass off in this charity scene because me personally I have so much to make up for from the past.<br />
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Allah is the most merciful..and that is the reason why we can never give up.<br />
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May Allah take us at a time He is happy with us. Ameen."</i><br />
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This story by this brother reminds me of myself when i was young.<br />
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When i was really young, 19 years old to be exact, n it was my first time living in a hostel far from family to attend college , i got a roomate who sounded Islamic, a daughter of an ustaz, i think even her brother produce Islamic dakwah reading materials, but she was a bit of a rebel, and was really good with words (like Najwa Zebian u know, against the faith yet twisting words to sound so "motivational" "positive vibe" justified by her self-love thingy~may she return to the right path by Allah swt's mercy). She told me we need to see or try some forbidden things before we hate it, just try to see it, not to enjoy it she said, to understand why it is forbidden, she even said as Muslim we are discouraged to taqlid, to just accept what is told without knowing why and what's the point of everything.<br />
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So she talked me out to go to a nearby famous night club, plus she regularly visits clubs and said it was nothing bad as long as she didnt take alcohol or make out with guys..after refusing many time she somehow managed to convince me to go, she said u need to see it just once, if u dont like it just leave, at least u get to see it, dont be judgemental etc. Out of curiosity, i was determined to see it myself and understand why it's a bad place like our ustazahs and seniors keep telling us.<br />
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So that weekend i was planning to follow her until a few days before the weekend, i received a forwarded email (if ur 90s kids or older, remember that Friendster and Yahoo chat era, and people sharing news or interesting stuffs through emails instead of re-sharing posts on Facebook, in fact Facebook was still in development that time i think). The email was about a night club in neighbouring country (Thailand) that was on fire, it came with lots of photos, no censorship in emails u know, people got their hands on the photos and just share them. So many burnt dead bodies piling in that club after the fire was put off.<br />
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They didnt get to escape because they were trapped, imagine the nature of a night club or such place, a lot of human gathered in an enclosed building, entrance are usually limited, usually just a standard doors. So when people get panic they just push themselves around or get pushed.. The sign for exit would be hard to find or confusing for some, like maybe the closest exit is behind them but out of panic they only see the exit sign across the hall. So imagine that.<div><br /></div><div>When i saw the email it got me thinking, if that night that i was just going to the nearby night club for the first time without the intention to visit again, and somehow the club get into such disaster and i died there, what would my parents think of me? <ul style="text-align: left;"><li>I was sent to study hundreds miles away and that's where i go? </li><li>Wouldn't i disappoint them? </li><li>How can they explain to people and relatives about how i died? </li><li>I was sent to an Islamic college n they speak proudly of me n that's how i died? </li></ul><div><br /></div><div>Imagine how it would crush their hearts. I would be embarrassing them. Just for a stupid reason to just "see" the environment of a night club ..n they would never know that i have never been to that place before, dying there would make it look like im a frequent to such place. People will make accusations. I am already dead to defend myself, to tell the truth that i just go there to see it for the first and last time.<br />
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Hence i made up my mind that i shall never step into any night clubs ever since that day till now im already in my 30s.<br />
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Thank god for the love and reminder.<br />
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Malas sebenarnya, idea? Entah..penat jadi PhD student..and that's why i am so pissed off with all the MLM or cheap-publisity punya Malay businessman or woman yang suka-suka nak call themselves a Doctor of Philosophy when they just bought it! Some didnt even buy it, just senang-senang claim ada PhD from UPM la UM la, lepas bertahun-tahun baru lah si followers ni nak enquire kat universiti-universiti tersebut dan barulah dapat kenyataan rasmi by them saying "NOPE, IT NEVER HAPPEN.. we never gave him, he never enroll here.. "<br />
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LOL..sedap la dok letak yuran tinggi-tinggi sebab ada title, alih-alih title tipu, dah tipu tapi dah ada cult, followers still setia..adoi where is the brain..i cannot even..<br />
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Ok puas membebel..still have no idea, let me just share pics of me travelling since last year (travel 3 months sekali just to unwind, if not i'm gonna go mental)<br />
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(I will update the photo later..this has been in my draft since March, now is end of July..)<br />
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I haven't write anything here for so long .. but today , I mean like just 5 minutes ago I was watching (re-watching actually) Kong: Skull Island, a Hollywood movie if you are not aware, and thought that I want to write something that came across my mind while watching it. I watched it last night, late night actually and re-watch it this morning because I didn't really pay attention to the movie last night. What captured my attention, that makes me want to write this entry after a long time is that the character played by Samuel L Jackson. This time I love Kong, it was not portrayed as a pervert who has the hots for a white blonde like all the previous Kong's movies.. it's disturbing~<br />
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This character, Lieutenant Colonel Preston Packard, is a leader of a Vietnam War helicopter squadron. So at the beginning of the movie you can see this character is really committed to his job as a soldier, or you can say he enjoys being in the army, and seems to love wars. Like in any movies, wars veterans or soldiers who had been to wars usually show signs of psychological damaged.. because it is war man, you kill, or be killed, constantly hunting to kill and constantly surviving, fighting back so that you won't be killed etc. Exhausting. Blood and gore, horrific sights of your friends' dead bodies, or civilians' in collateral damage.. just imagine, how can you possibly maintain your sanity?<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "georgia" , "cambria" , "times new roman" , "times" , serif; font-size: 18px;">You may have heard of psychological disorders associated with war, such as shell shock or 'Combat Stress Reaction' as it is otherwise known. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or PTSD is a diagnosis made by doctors on a regular basis for patients who have suffered major traumas such as rape or a car accident. It was due to soldiers of the Vietnam war that the disorder was discovered, yet their symptoms had been synonymous with war veterans from hundreds of years before.- <a href="http://www.healthguidance.org/entry/11261/1/The-Emotional-Effects-of-War-on-Soldiers.html" target="_blank">Health Guidance</a></span></blockquote>
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So this Packard guy shows all those kinds of symptom, something is definitely wrong somewhere with this dude. But beside that obvious scientifically-proven affected behavior of a war veteran, there is something more that he represents.<br />
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Well, in the movie you can see that when they first arrived to the unexplored island, they dropped some explosive mapping devices all over the island (with some rock music as the background to show that they were enjoying it). And as an audience you can see where this is going. They surely were interrupting whatever was inhabiting the island. So then as expected King Kong appeared furiously attacking them fatally. As the leader of the squad, Packard was seen to be so pissed off with Kong, because Kong killed most of the squad members by just merely smashing the choppers and stamping them dead.<br />
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This ape is behemoth, gigantic, vigorous and of course enraged when some intruders came and destroyed its territory. Compared to this little human by the name of Packard, Kong is way out of his league to fight with bare hands. But well as any other cunning human beings who always find their way to destroy anything on their paths for their own pleasure, this Packard guy was shown to be emotionally disturbed and challenged by the sight of his squad's defeat by Kong and appeared so revengeful.<br />
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Towards the end of the movie he was seen persistent to pursue his revenge to kill Kong although the other characters, specially the hero, "Loki" (read Tom Hiddleston) as James Conrad, a noble British air force soldier who is more rational and posses a healthier mind than Packard; understood well of Kong's reaction (which was to defend its island).<br />
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Packard almost got his revenge on Kong, like really close to almost winning, he managed to burn Kong alive, and planning to detonate it into pieces. That's how people like Packard find pleasure or self-satisfaction; vengeance. He ignored the fact that he and his squad first came into Kong's territory and dropped bombs. What's funnier yet disrespectful and uncivilized of Packard is when he was told that Kong is like god to the people living in that island (because Kong keeps the ecosystem balance and keep the devilish skull crawler underground) but still determined to kill it and keep calling it enemy.<br />
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So you see my point? Although his rational and vengeful actions might be due to his post war trauma, but his rational to think that Kong is an enemy of the state because Kong killed half of his squad, represents the situation of the 15th century early colonization (or imperialism) and all the US army's interventions in other countries, specially the middle east. <br />
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What do the western called Arabs who fight back? Terrorist. So do the Palestinians in Israhell's eyes.<br />
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How did I get here? Hmm..<br />
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TEEHEE~ this is an abrupt closing, because i really think that im doneWanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-67512811086543117492016-10-01T19:55:00.002+08:002017-03-15T22:23:59.782+08:00Officially Embarked on a soon-to-be Sweaty Teary Journey5 September yang lepas aku telah pon menghabiskan duit simpanan dari semasa aku di Australia untuk daftar masuk universiti untuk buat PhD. It's a very long tiring upsetting story..sebab pada mulanya aku ditawarkan tajaan penuh, konon suruh aku sambung kat luar negara sebab nak universiti rank dunia. Then masuk tahun ni , kalau aku tak call dulu entah bila dorang nak inform, nasib baik ada hunch atau terdetik di hati before bayar yuran application aku call universiti A yang offer nak sponsor September tahun lepas ni. Baru lah si polan dari sana nak bagitau kata dana tak cukup, suruh study local je.<br />
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So down la jadinya aku, dah penat turun KL 2 kali bulan December lepas jumpa supervisor dari international university (sebab nak buat program twinning, so half dok sini half kat luar negara) last2 kena cari supervisor baru dari IPTA. This happened in January.<br />
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Back to the real deal, so in March I was busy looking for supervisor, and if u ever read my previous post, in April I think I was patiently waiting for the offer letter from uni B (the local IPTA where I am currently doing my PhD) sebab nak start secepat mungkin. Fast forward untuk cerita pendek, tup-tup uni A yang nak sponsor aku tu bulan 6 baru inform kata dana tak cukup, dia tak bayar yuran pengajian, kena bayar sendiri, dia bagi elaun bulanan je... and I was like...the whole year I was spending money like no biggy, now u just inform me? So to be honest rite now I have few RM in my bank, janganlah cerita pasal tabung haji ke ASB ke, that's not supposed to be touched. </div>
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It sucks man.. MyBrain tutup bulan May, if they informed me earlier I would have apply for MyBrain, walaupun macam hanat gak la MyBrain tu sebab budak lain yang apply sampai sekarang pun senyap je. Aku call dorang tanya bila next application buka mangkuk tu asyik jawab tak tahu dengan kerek, suruh check kat website dari masa ke semasa. Baik ko takyah keje..</div>
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It is very sad, honestly..everything happened in the same week, berita pasal i dont get full sponsor hari Isnin, hari Jumaat dapat tahu pasal mamat tu..imagine? Turun 4 kg dalam masa 4 hari..bertubi-tubi bagai dibom Israel hatiku ini..</div>
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But pasal PhD tu, since I've been working on it since end of last year, i still proceed. Because i dont see any other thing i want to do beside this... I'm tired of working on jobs I dont like..dulu 2009 lepas abes degree memang nak sambung master, tapi parents cakap keje la dulu, ada adik lagi 2 orang tengah study, so I postponed.. now i'm so old already..when do i get to study and become golongan pendidik? When is now? When if not now? I'm not married, I dont have kids, I'm so freaking free..except not that free cuz my parents getting old, I dont feel like going and living abroad, although i can do that if i want..</div>
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So god lead me this way, I'll work my ass off for it. No turning back, I have to finish it in 3 years or the sponsor will ask me to pay them back,so finish this no matter what. Rabbi yassir wala tuassir.. </div>
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Bab research proposal ni pon menyakitkan hati gak nak tulis kat sini.. uni A yang nak taja aku tu, faculty yang aku akan mengajar tu tukar dean baru bulan Ogos, tetiba suruh aku tukar tajuk. Do u understand how much effort I've put on to work on this proposal since end of last year? I've showed it to the former dean in January and he accepted it,.(note that i've been engaging with the former dean since early this year , and he was one of the interviewers that likes me) so I've been working on it ever since, now nak tukar, siap nak suruh tukar school, do you know that the whole process take times? The amount of articles i've read now put to waste? Urghhh taktaw nak cakap la ujian apakah ini.. and currently I'm struggling to find relevant articles to this new topic and again re-structure my proposal..i still can't form the theoretical framework for it yet..and i have to present it this January to the panels...oh kehidupanku.. sapa-sapa yang baca ni tolonglah doakan aku..ok? Thank you and god bless u..</div>
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If u care to know some re-cap about my previous master journey, check <a href="http://idunknowwhyimhere.blogspot.my/2014/03/australia-and-mh370.html" target="_blank">this post</a> of mine..</div>
Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-38119718390599208272016-05-18T13:38:00.000+08:002016-05-19T15:30:27.664+08:00Scammer yang di-BAJAI oleh Mudah.mySalam..aku baru balik dari mendapat pengalaman berharga selepas melawat sekolah pondok di sebuah kampung di Tanjung Pura, Medan, Indonesia. Nanti aku share berkenaan pengalaman ini. Tapi today aku terdetik nak share pasal post <a href="http://www.ohmymedia.tv/trending/trend/rm1500-00-untuk-sesiapa-yang-boleh-heret-babi-ini-kepada-saya-harris-7954/" target="_blank">scammer ni, yang aku baca kat Facebook.</a><br />
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So dipendekkan cerita, mamat yang dipanggil babi dalam post tersebut dan pic di atas adalah scammer atas talian atau online. Dah menipu banyak customer dengan post iklan menjual barangan murah kat mudah.my. Banyak aduan dan laporan dibuat di balai polis tapi well, this is Malaysia. Rafizi Ramli lagi bahaya LOL. Mamat ni sampai sudah tak kena tangkap. So ada sorang netizen ni sakit hati sangat sebab dia kena tipu agak banyak, aku rasa dalam ribu2 oleh mamat yang dipanggil babi ini dalam bulan puasa tahun lepas. So dah nak dekat setahun la tapi mamat yang dipanggil babi ini tidak ditangkap dan masih bebas menipu ramai orang lagi, kalau baca komen banyak juga mangsa muncul buat pengakuan, so agak boleh dipercayai. <br />
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So persoalannya, apa negara kita ni punya undang-undang atau tak? Apa mudah.my ni tak ambil tahun tentang scamming yang berlaku kat page dia ke? Aku terjumpa komen ni kat post di atas:<br />
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So it does make sense now why mudah.my won't care about any scamming activity happening in their site. Sebab dorang bukan malaysian pon. Mudah,my dimiliki oleh syarikat Singapore. Bukti, ini link dari website dorang sendiri:<a href="http://www.mudah.my/about/index.htm?ca=9_s&page=about#2d" target="_blank"> Mudah.my Home.</a><br />
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So moral of the story dia pendek je, jangan jadi melayu or malaysian yang bodoh, keje nak mudah je so asyik guna mudah.my dan ditipu scammers. Berikut adalah alternatif lain untuk anda membeli atau mencari barangan online<br />
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<a href="http://www.lelong.com.my/" target="_blank">Lelong.com:</a> So far aku tak pernah kena tipu, selalu berurusan dengan peniaga Cina kat sini, tak pernah ada masalah. Aku pernah beli jam dari Gpeople, tablet casing, screen protector, barangan kecantikan.<br />
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<a href="http://www.ibilik.my/" target="_blank">iBilik:</a> untuk cari bilik or rumah sewa. Selalu aku cari kat mudah.my. Aku rasa setakat cari rumah sewa atau bilik sewa kat mudah.my takde masalah, janji ko gi jumpa gi tengok tempat tu dulu then lepas confirm dapat agreement n everything baru bagi duit deposit segala, da ok dah.<br />
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<a href="http://www.groupon.my/deals/national-deal/gg-store4online-my-90/721276220?context=sold-out&treatment=similar-category&bcsp=QOVdw_usFsrEVZfJASlKfg" target="_blank">Groupon</a>: Site ni siap dapat diskaun lagi. Ada lagi site lain yang lebih kurang camni seperti MyDeal, Living Social, Milkadeal etc yang aku pernah beli dulu tapi yang lain macam dah tak aktif dan ada yang bermasalah je sekarang.<br />
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<a href="http://www.carlist.my/car/?min_year=2009&max_year=2010&sort=price.asc&page_number=7&page_size=12" target="_blank">Carlist </a>: Untuk mencari kereta baru atau terpakai, bukan takat kete, lori pon boleh, kapal terbang je takda..<br />
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Untuk baju-baju, phone casing customized, jubah ke tudung , jam ori mahupon replika, banyak kedai online instagram anda boleh percaya. Yang penting tengok followers dia dan testimoni dari dia. Jangan main terus buat payment je, siasat dulu. Murah tak selalunya betul, kalau benda tu too good to be true, memang tak true la jawabnya.<br />
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Sekian, semoga pihak polis negara kita upgrade.Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-54980727464457580262016-04-23T07:55:00.001+08:002016-10-01T17:57:50.453+08:00Penantian Suatu Penyeksaan-Pengurusan Birokrasi Yang LembabSalam uoolllzzz..rakyat malaysia amacam? Aku cuma boleh ucapkan selamat menghadapi bullshit from dearest PM..if u know what i mean hahaha<br />
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Pendek je entry ini..currently I am waiting for a local public university to process my application to do my doctorate program. My future supervisor a.k.a a lecturer at the university had informed me that the school or faculty dah approved my application untuk consideration tapi institusi pengurusan pelajar prasiswazah masih belum keluarkan lagi offer letter. It's been 2 weeks. Malas nak call lagi, banyak alasan, mengabiskan kredit je. Lembab betul staff admin public university ni..kalau call tanya dia salahkan faculty la, orang tu la, department ni lah..Eat blind salary orang putih kata..<br />
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<br />Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-5933309854931169642016-03-21T17:09:00.000+08:002016-03-21T17:18:12.224+08:00Turki dan Sosial Media<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The biased global media focus had put this series of tragic bombing event in Turkey behind the spotlight, a massive difference in the amount of attention it gave to Paris bombing happening November last year. This was because global media was doing this "agenda setting" to again attack the one true religion that is Islam. The Paris attack was widely broadcasted, so frequently and dragged for months, to lastly revealed as a suicide bombing attack by ISIS, which they acquired the evidence from the dead bodies, which appeared to be the terrorists' perfect passports. I mean what kind of stupid terrorist would do that? But well, however stupid it might sound there were still lots of Islamophobic bigots who would fall damn right into it. And this type of stupidity have no cure, too bad.<br />
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So back to whatever happened in Turkey, it's nothing like what happened in Libya where there was a revolution, reformation, uprising by the people (although it was triggered by some foreign spies because Ghadafi want to use gold instead of USD in trading), what happened in Egypt, where the Arab Spring in 2011 took down their hated corrupted thug-president Mubarak and his men, and replaced him with the much better Dr Morsi, (which later today the shameless As Sisi captured and declared himself to be the Egypt president despite the majority of people hate him, and he killed them for hating him).<br />
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What happened in Turkey is an attack well-planned by foreign country, and you should already know who, because Turkey , the President is Erdogan, has strongly and boldly declare his welcome to Syria refugee (chased away by the ethnic cleansing by the Shiite Basyaar) and shot down a Russian fighting airplane which was on its way to attack Syria as a response to the Paris bombing. The bombing in Turkey happened 3 times, and none of the 3 events were reported by the biased CNN, freaking obvious.<br />
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"In Turkey, the Turkish people are oppressed for so long since the establishment of the republic exploited international powers such as Israel, the US and Russia. This is clear when America was still stubborn to list the PKK (Partiya Karkerên Kurdistan / Labour Party of Kurdistan) or their proxies in Syria YPG (Yekîneyên Parastina Gel / People Protection Party), PYD (Partiya Yekîtiya Democrat / Democrate Union Party) as a terrorist group, although they openly declare that they are responsible for the attacks in a suicide blast in Ankara and Istanbul. This stubbornness departure point of the American establishment that wants to make YPG / PYD / PKK as their proxy in maintaining their power and curb the influence of ISIS in the region. American intervention is clearly visible from the issue of the Black Sea (Black Sea) which is still pending. Up to now, the weapons were supplied by the United States to terrorism, on the grounds that "undermine and defeat the ISIS" as stated by the United States President, Barrack Obama. Turkey , a Muslim-majority country that successfully led the country through democratic elections at this time attacked from every angle , it can be seen from the international media coverage that was biased in reporting news about Turkey and also likes to sensationalize the news that occurred in Turkey in order people are afraid to invest in Turkey or in visiting Turkey ."<br />
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Bagi orang Malaysia Islam yang leka atau tidak mahu mengambil tahu, cuba lah baca dari <a href="http://quranicgen.com/apa-yang-sedang-berlaku-di-turkey-saat-ini/" target="_blank">sini </a><br />
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Apa yang dimahukan oleh kuasa-kuasa luar terutamanya Amerika, Israel, Iran dan negara-negara lain yang mencemburui Turki adalah untuk memusnahkan keamanan yang dikecapi Turki yang kini mula membangun dari setiap sudut.</blockquote>
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Paling sedikit aku boleh buat ialah menukar Facebook profile pic untuk tanda protes dan kesedaran oleh mereka yang masih tak tahu apa yang berlaku. Aku turut edit DP untuk rakan-rakan FB aku yang rapat, yang aku rasa prihatin tentang perkara ini, dan rakan FB yang share post tentang Turkey. Agak sedih, ada di antara mereka tanak atas alasan, "tanak jadi poyo", "saya bukan pejuang agama macam awak", "saya doa lepas sembahyang dah cukup.." Sedih sebab ada di antara mereka bagi alasan seolah-olah takut apa orang kata , lebih takut apa orang cakap dari apa Allah cakap nanti..<br />
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Apa pentingnya tukar DP? Sosial media ni dah jadi macam makanan atau oksigen kepada hampir 90% manusia atas dunia ni yang ada akses internet dan memilik smartphone. Dan dari 90% ni, hampir semua mereka ada FB dan aktif menggunakannya. Bagaimana dulu tukar DP ke rainbow atau Pride Flag sebagai celebration of same sex marriage approval di US tahun 2015? Kenapa dan apa efeknya? Tukar flag ke benda Perancis sebagai tanda Pray for Paris? Methodnya:<br />
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First macam kita tengok org melayu Islam tukar rainbow DP masa musim sokong LGBT bulan 6 tahun lepas, sebab dia tengok orang lain tukar, atau FB offer nak tukar tak, tapi dia tak paham tu tanda solidariti utk LGBT, so tetiba orang Islam sokong benda akhir zaman tu.<br />
Cara kedua iaitu org tengok dan curious,bila kawan-kawan dalam FB tukar DP beramai-ramai, atau dia tengok dekat ruang komen post dari page-page, then gi search, so dari situ agenda atau awareness tu dah reach kat ramai lagi audience. Ramai yang akan tahu dengan cara itu.<br />
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Kes PrayforParis pula, diwar-warkan besar-besaran untuk raih simpati, pada mulanya, secara tidak langsung bila keluar news kata yang bom tu Islam, Islamofobia dicetuskan. Ramai mat salleh jahil jadi emotional sampai sanggup declare kalau jumpa mana-mana orang Islam dekat area dorang, dorang akan bunuh! So nampak tak permainan dia? Sama juga la kaedah orang yang tak tahu, tapi tengok ramai tukar DP, akan search, so bertambah ramai yang tahu dan akan takut dan benci dengan orang Islam.<br />
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Masalahnya sekarang, Facebook tak war-warkan pasal Turkey ni, dan tak offer nak buat DP untuk Turkey pon. Ramai, termasuk aku ni sebenarnya dapat tahu lepas 4 hari pengeboman berlaku. Dan malang jugak la rakan-rakan dalam FB aku tak banyak yang share, menunjukkan jenis kawan yang aku ada jugak la. Sebab tu pentingnya DP Turkey ni.<br />
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Banyak yang bagi alasan, konon lepas semayang dia dah doa untuk Turkey ni, aku apa tahu. Masalahnya aku kenal kau, bukan semayang sangat pon orangnya.<br />
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Kepada sesiapa yang baca post ni, tolonglah...tolong sangat-sangat..play your role, jangan lupa esok kena tanya apa kau buat saat saudaramu perlukan kau? Takkan kirim doa je, ikhtiar dan usaha lain? Bukannya sakit lumpuh ke apa kan..upload selfie takde masalah pulak.<br />
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<br />Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-40050526122714477642016-03-03T15:52:00.000+08:002016-10-01T18:01:35.454+08:00Kepanasan Duniawi Sorry lama tak update, actually hujung bulan 12 hari tu, iaitu around Xmas time sampai New Year I was on a pretty awesome adventure for 10 days in Thailand! It was awesome sebab me, along with 3 friends of mine (but all the way just the three of us girl, but the boy joined later for the peak event) menjelajah backpacker dari Hatyai ke Bangkok, ke Loei sampailah ke Chiang Khan, sempadan Laos. Main event was the hiking and camping kat Phu Kradueng! Nanti gua update, from January until now, I was busy with my stupid lovelife dan phd proposal sebab, thanks to PM kita yang potong bajet KPT, tawaran fellowship saya ditukar setelah berpenat lelah saya mencari supervisor, oh yeahhh! so, will update more later!<br />
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In the meantime, jagalah diri sewaktu cuaca panas melampau El Nino di Malaysia ini, minum air banyak, pakai sunscreen, dan jaga ibadah ewaaahhh<br />
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KUALA LUMPUR: PAS secara rasmi mengeluarkan arahan <b>melarang ahli parti itu membabitkan diri atau bekerjasama dalam sebarang program atau kegiatan anjuran Parti Amanah Negara (PAN) </b>dan DAP di semua peringkat. Arahan itu diputuskan dalam mesyuarat Jawatankuasa Kerja PAS Pusat, Jumaat lalu. Surat pekeliling mengenainya juga sudah diedarkan kepada PAS negeri dan sayap peringkat pusat untuk disampaikan kepada ahli akar umbi. Surat pekeliling ditandatangani Setiausaha Agung PAS, Datuk Takiyuddin Hassan, menyebut ketetapan itu dibuat demi memelihara keutuhan dan perpaduan parti serta mengelakkan pelanggaran Perlembagaan dan arahan parti. Mesyuarat Jumaat lalu itu membincangkan isu berkaitan pembabitan ahli PAS dalam program dan kegiatan parti politik lain khususnya PAN dan DAP.<b> Keputusan itu dipercayai merujuk kepada pembabitan Ahli Dewan Undangan Negeri (ADUN) Salor, Datuk Husam Musa yang juga bekas Naib Presiden PAS dalam majlis makan malam anjuran PAN Kelantan yang turut dihadiri pimpinan sekutu Pakatan Harapan pada 1 Januari lalu sebelum menyertai majlis DAP di Johor pada keesokannya.</b> Mesyuarat itu juga memutuskan ahli PAS perlu mendapatkan kebenaran Jawatankuasa Kerja PAS Pusat sebelum menghadiri sebarang jemputan program, aktiviti atau seumpamanya daripada mana-mana parti politik lain selain PAN dan DAP. -Berita Harian Online.</blockquote>
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Ini bukan blog politik...dan perkara di atas bukanlah benda yang baru aku tahu, tetapi dengan keluarnya surat itu, baru aku yakin....segala desas desus yang kedengaran sebelum ini telah diconfirmkan! ohhh!</div>
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Dan apakah ideologi Islam? Apakah cara penyampaian dakwah Islam dan penyebaran agama Islam?</div>
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Tuan Guru Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat dalam buku Tazkirah; <i>Melihat Kiamat dari</i> <i>Jendela Al-Quran</i> mengemukakan, apabila ulama yang bertakwa wafat, berarti terangkat ilmu disebabkan Allah SWT tidak mendatangkan penggantinya. Demikian pula dengan terangkatnya ayat-ayat Al-Quran ke langit. Allah SWT akan mengangkat ayat serta surat Al-Quran bukan saja dengan hilangnya ayat-ayat itu dari mushaf. Namun dengan segala ayat-ayat yang terekam di dalam hati manusia juga akan hilang. Apabila mereka yang hafidz (hafal) Al-Quran sudah lupa dengan segala surat-surat yang dihafalnya, berarti Allah SWT telah mengangkat Al-Quran dari dada manusia.- <a href="https://komunitasamam.wordpress.com/2009/05/31/tanda-tanda-hari-kiamat-hilangnya-orang-sholeh-al-quran-dan-islam/" target="_blank">sumber </a></blockquote>
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Salah satu sifat yang harus kita hindarkan untuk memperolehi jalan kebenaran dan tidak menegakkan benang yang basah ialah <b>sifat fanatik terhadap pegangan mazhab, kumpulan, negara atau guru-gurunya. Sifat fanatik dan berkelompok hanya akan menjadikan orang yang berbeza pendapat tidak mahu berganjak dari pandangannya. </b>Apa yang mereka lakukan bukanlah semata-mata kerana Allah Taala tetapi disebabkan faktor-faktor lain.- <a href="http://permataperjuangan.blogspot.my/2012/05/adab-berbeza-pendapat.html" target="_blank">sumber</a><br /> <br />Adakalanya di dalam perbincangan untuk mendapatkan kebenaran akan terjadi perselisihan dan pertelagahan, maka di waktu itu hendaklah<b> kedua belah pihak menyedari bahawa perpaduan dan persaudaraan itu lebih diutamakan dari perpecahan.</b> - <a href="http://permataperjuangan.blogspot.my/2012/05/adab-berbeza-pendapat.html" target="_blank">sumber</a><br /><br />Perhatikanlah kata-kata Dr Yusuf al-Qardhawi mengenai perkara ini: <b>"Para pendakwah dan pengamal Islam mestilah menjadikan matlamat mereka kepada kesatuan, keserasian, mengumpulkan hati-hati mereka dan merapatkan barisan mereka. Mereka mesti menjauhkan diri dari perbezaan dan perpecahan serta semua perkara yang memecah-belahkan jamaah dan merosakkan kesatuan yang terdiri dari permusuhan yang zahir mahupun kebencian yang batin. Juga semua perkara yang membawa kepada kerosakan hubungan sesama sendiri yang hanya akan melemahkan umat. Tiada yang setanding dengan agama Islam dalam mengajak kepada persaudaraan. Persaudaraan ini nampak jelas dengan kesatuan, keserasian dan saling tolong-menolong. Agama Islam juga unggul dalam melarang daripada perpecahan, perselisihan dan permusuhan. Semuanya termaktub dalam al-Quran dan as-Sunnah"</b> (as-Sahwah al-Islamiyyah 27) - <a href="http://permataperjuangan.blogspot.my/2012/05/adab-berbeza-pendapat.html" target="_blank">sumber</a></blockquote>
Tidaklah aku langsung menyokong musuh Islam, mahupon DAP, tapi... seperti provokasi murahan oleh pelucah gila publisiti iaitu Alvin Tan, kita tidak perlu melayan golongan-golongan ini selagi ia tidak mengancam keselamatan kita.. anggaplah ibarat anjing kecil menyalak tanpa henti, menggigit pon tidak mampu, so, why bother why bother why bother?<br />
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Tujuh puluh tiga pintu </div>
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Tujuh puluh tiga jalan </div>
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Yang sampai hanya satu jalan</div>
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Ribu-ribu Margasatua </div>
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Mencari raja si Muraq </div>
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Yang sampai hanya tiga puluh</div>
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Uuh... Sang Algojo </div>
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Uuh... nanti dulu</div>
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Lihat dunia dari mata burung </div>
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Atau lihat dari dalam tempurung </div>
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Yang mana satu engkau pilih </div>
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Dalam kalut ada peraturan </div>
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Peraturan cipta kekalutan </div>
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Di mana pula kau berdiri </div>
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Di sini</div>
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Uuh... Sang Algojo </div>
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Uuh... nanti dulu</div>
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Berikan ku kesempatan akhir ini </div>
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Untuk menyatakan kalimah sebenar </div>
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Berikan ku kesempatan akhir ini </div>
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Lai lai la lai lai lai lai</div>
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"Tanya sama itu hud-hud </div>
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Lang mensilang </div>
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Kui mengsikui </div>
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Kerana dia yang terbangkan aku ke mari"</div>
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"Tanya sama itu hud-hud </div>
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Lang mensilang </div>
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Kui mengsikui </div>
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Kerana dia yang terbangkan aku ke mari"</div>
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Pernah dengar lagu M Nasir ni? Deep lirik lagu dia ni, tapi nak hurai panjang pon aku ni mengaji tak la tinggi mana..</div>
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Tapi pernah la dengar cerita Nabi Sulaiman dengan burung hud hud ni, ada dalam surah an Naml, bukan al Hud ya hehe.. tapi dah tak ingat sangat, maklumlah, aku ni bab2 lagha senang ingat huhuhu</div>
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So demi blog ini aku google and tepek kat <a href="http://www.tarbawi.my/2013/02/kejujuran-hud-hud-dan-ketegasan-nabi.html" target="_blank">sini</a>. Tapi yang aku dengar tu sampai ke kisah Ratu Balqis, yang tu sila la cari sendiri sebab entry aku ni bukan pasal kisah ni, ini mukadimah je huhu..</div>
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Aku nak cerita pasal 73 pintu 73 jalan, tapi yang sampai 1 jalan je, haaa tak ke sedih kalau jalan yang kita pilih tu tak sampai? Perasaan dia macam bila jem nak masuk tol. Pintu tol ada 4 je, 2 tunai, 1 TouchnGo, 1 smarttag. Tapi kita baru sampai tengok jem tetiba barisan ada 8, padahal pintu tol 4 je.. Kita pon ikut instinct atau ikut mana paling pendek kita baris je belakang tu, gamble je.. Sekali nak sampai pintu tol rupa-rupanya kita di barisan yang memotong, mana la kita taw, kita ikut je dari belakang tak nampak, so terpaksalah berebut-rebut nak masuk satu pintu tol itu. Peluang untuk berlakunya scene berlanggar dan diherdik oleh the next Kiki Kamarudin pon cerah. Stress mak nak..<br />
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Aku bertanya kat seseorang pasal 73 jalan ni, so dia pon explain, ni aku copy paste dari explaination beliau:<br />
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Ok firstly kaum syiah ... Kaum syiah ialah kaum yang berlebihan memuja Saidina Ali , sehingga ke tahap mengkafirkan khalifah lain sprti Umar , Abu Bakar dan Usman r.a ..mereka kemudian terpecah kepada 22 aliran..<br />
Kemudian khawarij , mereka adalah golongan yang berlebihan dalam membenci saidina ali r.a Mereka berfatwa bahawa sesiapa yang melakukan dosa besar terkeluar dr Islam dan kafir . Khawarij berpecah menjadi 20 aliran..<br />
Then , kaum muktazilah , mereka berpendapat bahawa tuhan x mempunyai sifat . Manusia melakukan pekerjaan nya sendiri dan tidak dicampuri Allah . Allah tidak dapat dilihat di dalam syurga . Org2 yg melakukan dosa besar di letakkan diantara 2 tempat dengan roh sahaja dan lain2 . Muktazilah kemudian berpecah kpd 20 aliran<br />
Next , murjiah .. mereka menyatakan bahawa membuat dosa tidak memberi mudharat kepada iman sekiranya sudah beriman . Dan membuat kebajikan tidak memberi manfaat langsung sekiranya kafir . Mereka ini berpecah kepada 5 aliran .<br />
Seterusnya , kaum Najariah . Mereka berpegang bahawa perbuatan manusia adalah makhluk yakni dijadikan tuhan tetapi menyatakan tuhan tidak bersifat . Najariah kemudiannya berpecah kpd 3 aliran.<br />
Lepastu , Jabariah .. Manusia adalah "majbur" yakni tiada daya dan upaya langsung . Tiada usaha sama sekali . Golongan ini 1 aliran saja.<br />
Last , kaum musyabbihah , golongan yang menyifatkan tuhan berupa makhluk , bertangan , berkaki dan duduk sprt manusia . Naik tangga turun tangga sprt manusia dan lain2 . Golongan ini 1 aliran saja<br />
Kesemua di atas adalah sesat dari segi aqidah dan pegangan mereka yang menyimpang dan menyalahi ajaran Nabi yang sebenar .<br />
Total nya 72 ..<br />
Dan ditambah dgn 1 ahli sunnah wal jamaah menjadi 73 ...<br />
Sumber rujukan hadis imam tarmizi dlm kitab bugyatul musytarsydin ..<br />
Adapan kaum qadariah dan bahiyah termasuk dlm golongan muktzilah .<br />
Eh , bahiyah dan ahmad qad-yan termasuk dlm golongan syiah<br />
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So tu dia..rasa nak belajaq lagi tinggi pon takut, sampai tara tu dok ada..pening pening.. Namun begitu, menurut pengamatan gua la kan sekarang, banyak dah orang yang mula mencari ilmu agama, mendekati Islam, sebab mungkin dah rasa jiwa kosong. Jiwa yang kosong ni dahagakan makanan rohani, yakni ilmu agama, ayat al-Quran, ilmu tentang Islam, Allah swt dan rasul etc. Kebanyakan dah mula sedar kita perlu mencari tujuan hidup. Mula nak mencari the essence of our religion, our ibadah. Sebab bak kata Nouman Ali Khan, amal ibadat atau agama ni boleh jadi hanyalah sebuah sarung yang kosong kalau kita cuma buat tapi tak faham kenapa kita kena buat. Macam orang selalu cakap, tunggang terbalik sembahyang 5 kali sehari, tapi bila tanya maksud surah-surah lazim, bacaan dalam solat, tak tau, baca je la kan..so itulah pentingnya kita tahu apa kita buat, baru rasa nikmat, rasa penuh jiwa ni, takla kosong lagi..</div>
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So kebiasaannya kita ni kalau nak berubah akan mula rajin ke majlis ilmu, ke kelas agama, aktif dalam aktiviti-aktiviti berkaitan agama seperti dakwah, bergaul dengan geng-geng yang alim yang kita harap boleh bawak kita ke jalan yang benar, jalan yang diredhai Allah swt. Kita akan mula tinggal kawan-kawan lama yang masih hanyut macam kita dulu, tapi bukan lah tinggal terus, sebabnya untuk kita mencari diri kita semula (rediscover ourself gitu) , kita kena try something new; new environment, new surrounding, new companies yakni geng, different than the usual. Baru senang penemuan itu berlaku, ye dop?</div>
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Setiap kali bila nak buat benda baik mesti ada dugaan punya. Nak berubah pon dah ada dugaan, kena perli ngan member ke, kena pulau ke, kena pandang serong oleh orang yang "appear to be" alim tapi judgemental, masa tengah nak berubah pon ada dugaan dia. Dugaannya kat sini ialah, dari 73 pintu, adakah pintu yang kita bukak itu dengan niat nak berubah dan mencari redha Allah itu yang akan sampai... yang itu siapa pon tak ada jawapan , tapi insyaAllah, kita berdoa kita berjumpa dengan pintu itu.</div>
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Aku nak cerita lah kat sini, aku sendiri adalah antara orang yang pernah lalui rasa jiwa kosong, dalam tahun 2012, masa tu aku pikir nak lari je ke somewhere far, isolate myself from the people around me, the temptation around me, the maksiat, the gossip culture, the insecurity, the jealousy, the hypocrisy, the judgemental, the pressure from the society on what you should be, which, of course i'm not saying i was not a part of them all. Yes, I was all that, i'm not sure if i am not that anymore but i'm trying not to be there ever again..oh the struggle is real bro!</div>
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So flying to Australia is like , an answered prayer, "maka nikmat kami yang mana satukah yang kau dustakan? (55:13)</div>
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To cut short, Malaysia itself ada banyak group pendakwah, banyak jemaah, dan antara-antara jemaah ni kenapa mereka tidak berada dalam satu kumpulan? Sebab mereka mempunyai pendapat yang sedikit berbeza antara satu sama lain. Bukan sekadar pendapat atau ideologi, tapi juga cara pendekatan, penyampaian, perlaksanaan, module-module dan rujukan.. Aku pernah cakap kat member la, jemaah yang aku join ni (tapi please take note that i'm not declaring to be officially with them, because i dont want to be representing them, i am full of flaws) modus operandi dia macam MLM...u know multi-level-marketing, pyramid sceme etc. Cuma beza dia MLM nak profit dalam bentuk duit, diorang iaitu jemaah ni nak profit dari segi pahala.. Diorang punya percaya kat pahala tu memang sungguh-sungguh, nak tunjuk tahap <a href="https://halaqahmuntijah.wordpress.com/2010/11/16/penjelasan-definisi-iman/" target="_blank">iman</a> iaitu kepercayaan, keyakinan ke atas pahala syurga semua tu mantap. Kita? hmmm kalau dipikir-pikirkan alasan je banyak..kita punya tahap percaya kat pahala (dan segala janji Allah) ni mungkin macam kita main game nak kumpul point dalam game tu, takat tu ja..kita percaya lagi kat duit yang kita boleh pegang tu dari point dari game, kan?</div>
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Masa kat Australia tu, aku kenal dua jenis jemaah la. Kedua-duanya mempunyai approach yang hampir sama, objektif pon besar kemungkinan sama. Tapi da balik Malaysia ni aku sedar la, bukan dua je..</div>
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Aku dapat identify 4, pertama tu agak extreme, sampai laki ngan pompuan tak dibenarkan berkomunikasi secara casual langsung, naik satu kereta campur laki perempuan pon haram..Anak usrah dorang gi open house yang host dia berlainan jantina pon kena marah kena ceramah..<br />
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Yang kedua suka bid'ah kat amalan orang lain, sampai amalan baca Yaasin pon dipersoalkan sebab takda dalil yg menyokong fadilat surah Yaasin atau dalil palsu etc, amalan qasidah juga dilabel amalan bid'ah oleh jemaah ini...<br />
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Ketiga tu fleksibel, dia ada tendency untuk kelihatan liberal tapi sebenarnya tak, dia cuma tanak strict sangat sampai orang dari berminat mendekati Islam jadi nak menjauhi pulak, sebagai contoh, "instead of keep telling people about hell, let's talk about heaven.." camtu lah..maksudnya macam ni la, dari asyik cakap pasal benda-benda scary tentang Islam seperti azab neraka,larangan-laranganNya yang mungkin bagi golongan yang jauh ni rasa susah nak tinggal, so masa baru-baru nak kenal kita tak cerita lagi, tapi cerita pasal ganjaran pahala buat baik, hikmah baca al-Quran, solat segala jenis, cerita pasal keindahan syurga, bagi meleleh la air liur dorang ni dengar,rasa nak kejar, camtu la..so dari rasa Islam ni scary,banyak sangat takleh buat, dorang akan rasa sebenarnya banyak benda boleh buat. Kesimpulannya approach geng ni ialah dengan cuba menyentuh hati golongan macam ni.<br />
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Keempatnya, betul-betul tegas tapi tak menghukum. Tak nampak kecenderungan liberal tapi tak extreme, dakwah niat disampaikan kepada orang Islam yang berminat, dia akan sebarkan secara umum dengan lembut tapi tegas. Geng ni macam rileks-rileks sikit. So far aku tak kenal lagi sesiapa dari geng ni, so taktaw nak elaborate macam mana..nanti lah aku cari kat Facebook sorang hehehe..</div>
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Antara empat jemaah yang aku kenal, satu je yang aku engage sekarang. Sebab kena dengan aku, tapi taklah bermaksud aku tak berminat mengenali atau menyokong apa-apa usaha dari jemaah lain, kalau kena dengan pemahaman dan penerimaan aku, aku akan sokong. Mungkin bunyi macam aku pilih apa yang aku nak, buang yang aku tanak. Macam undang-undang Islam di sisi politician Malaysia la kan..tapi tak la macam tu sebab aku bukan force orang untuk ikut, bukan aku ni pembuat policy atau undang-undang, tapi hanya menyokong, mendukung dan mengamalkan..<br />
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Tapi yang pasti benda yang paling kena tolak ialah SYIAH... itu bukan Islam pon..google more for more info, because i'm gonna finish this entry here.. Tata!<br />
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Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-58358075795120503082015-09-21T12:21:00.005+08:002022-03-22T16:17:28.973+08:00Adventure Island of Tasmania (April punya story)<div style="text-align: justify;">
Good day, I am missing Australia...today nak publish what i have been abandoning as draft for months..post ni sebenarnya lama dipostpone...haha..so here is how it should go..</div>
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Easter Break yang lepas iaitu dari 3 April sehingga 12 April aku berjalan-jalan, cadang nak ke New Zealand tapi tiket sama mahal balik Malaysia, maka tak jadilah.</div>
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Easter Break ni seperti midterm atau mid semester break kat Malaysia, walaupon macam baru bukak je bulan 3 hari tu. So sebelum ni aku post pasal percutian backpackers ku ke Sydney and Blue Mountain, this time aku pegi ke Tasmania. Last year winter ada pegi dah, Hobart to be exact tapi join winter camp, so most of the time spent dalam hutan or they call it bushfire amenda tah..</div>
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Talk too much is no use.. ahaha abeh broken, share pic jenjalan dulu la ye..banyak gila gambar!</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">First mendarat kat Launceston, jenjalan ke Cataract George by cruise and walking, 2nd day tour ke Cradle Mountain..3rd day ke Hobart, 4th day tour ke Port Arthur dan Tasman Island, last day cycle around Hobart..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Our last day was spent with cycling around Hobart..Ini atas Tasman Bridge, mencabar cycle sebab path sangat sempit..</span></td></tr>
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Satu la kan, satu nak cerita...bila travel barulah berpeluang untuk banyak bersosialize dengan local mat saleh, sebab nama pon duduk hostel backpackers, kira kena share sebilik dengan mana-mana orang kita tak kenal, then pi jenjalan nak beli tu ni nak tanya tour guide segala so banyaklah interaksi dengan non-muslims foreigners berbanding pi kelas hari-hari. Melalui pengalaman aku, depa ni helpful, friendly, murah senyuman.. kita toksah cerita la pasal yang mentaliti pprt, memang ada tapi Alhamdulillah tak encounter pon, dok jumpa yang bebaik ja.. Dari segi bertolak ansur pon depa nombor 1, contoh macam dalam berjalan kaki ni, walaupon semua orang tengah laju jalan, sesak-sesak nak naik escalator ka masuk lift ka, situasi berebut-rebut tu tak berlaku, depa ni selalu memberi laluan, terlalu jaga-jaga takut menyusahkan orang seperti blocking orang lain atau langgar orang lain..memang berhemah dan bersopan la, tak tipu la ni memang pengalaman aku..kalau nak jadi pon dengan bangsa cina tapi tak ramai la, mungkin cina dari China (tak semua la, classmate aku dari China ok ja cuma atheist, selalu rasa lawak bila aku cakap aku sembahyang puasa makan halal ja, tapi dia respect je, aku tumpang solat rumah dia pon dia ok je) atau yang less educated sikit ka, kalau local chinese pon bagus-bagus jugak..</div>
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Dengan cara layanan depa ni, bak kata naqibah aku, dari segi akhlak tu depa lagi bagus la dari yang dok ada kat Malaysia, biarpon mengaku Islam, tapi sayangnya, negara depa banyak kes bunuh diri, depa tak percaya sangat perkahwinan atau senang bercerai, senang stress sebab 1 benda depa takdak, agama.. tapi nak salahkan depa tak boleh juga, macamana depa nak tertarik dengan Islam kalau perangai depa lagi elok daripada kebanyakan kita? Depa selalu jadi kes, bila dah tua, depa jadi tak taw nak kejar apa dah, tu yang kebanyakan suka travel.. muda depa pulun belajar, atau skip that then depa pulun kerja, kumpul harta.. bila semua depa dah dapat at one point depa jadi tak tau nak buat apa, di situ depa da kehabisan sumber happiness and motivation depa, sebab depa tak jumpa the purpose of life. Sebab mulanya purpose of life depa is study, then work hard to be successful, to live rich, to buy this and that, when they have all that, next is what? Ironinya compare dengan Malaysia yang hectic sesak kecik dan kita rasa stress and struggling, Australia ni punya besaq sampai depa tak payah buat bangunan bertingkat-tingkat sebab tanah banyak, tempat lawa pon banyak yang depa reserve sebagai national park,sebab depa sangat care about nature, about health ,depa punya tahap pemikiran tu memang lain lah..macam pelik kan, when they have everything, but they still can resort to committing suicide, while Malaysia yang boleh kata tak lah best mana, dari segi facilities, transportation, economy segala, suicide case tak banyak, orang bunuh sesama sendiri yang banyak..</div>
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Untuk menyokong lagi penulisan di atas tu, kiranya memula aku tak hadam sangat segala input dari naqibah aku (yang aku taip kat atas tu inspired by her input lah) , masa kat Launceston, masa tengah nak masak air kat dalam dapur hostel tu pepagi, nak buat sup, sorang laki mat saleh tegur, kawan aku tu ramah, dia yang ramah memula, aku ni tak ramah mana, jangan harap nak start, tapi last-last aku yang melayan banyak sebab perbualan menjadi serius dan kawan aku tu tak berminat perbualan yang serius mungkin, lebih kurang beginilah dialognya seingat-ingat lupa aku:</div>
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<tr style="height: 14.3pt; mso-yfti-irow: 4;">
<td style="height: 14.3pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 14.3pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">I'm just from
around here, I'm just delivering stuff here, some supplies...<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
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<tr style="height: 12.85pt; mso-yfti-irow: 5;">
<td style="height: 12.85pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Kawan:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 12.85pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Ohh u from here,
this is a beautiful place to stay.<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 13.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 6;">
<td style="height: 13.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 13.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: .1pt; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Yeah, (sambil
muka macam kemek-kemek sket,nak tunjuk ketidaksetujuan) well, kind of..
U enjoy it here?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 12.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 7;">
<td style="height: 12.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Kawan:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 12.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Of course, it's
beautiful here.<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 14.0pt; mso-yfti-irow: 8;">
<td style="height: 14.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 14.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">U dont enjoy
living here? (aku baru mencelah sebab curious kenapa dia kemek-kemek muka)<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 39.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 9;">
<td style="height: 39.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 39.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">(terus berhenti
dari macam nak jalan keluar dari dapur tadi, terkejut aku) Well, the truth I
am from Melbourne (ke Sydney, tak ingat) but I've been around, living there
and here around Australia, trying to find happiness.<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 13.7pt; mso-yfti-irow: 10;">
<td style="height: 13.7pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 13.7pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">What, Ur not happy here? What's not
to be happy about?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: .2in; mso-yfti-irow: 11;">
<td style="height: .2in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: .2in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">It's the people. We are all materialistic...<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
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<tr style="height: 24.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 12;">
<td style="height: 24.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;"> <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 24.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Really? Well we
find that the local here are so friendly and helpful, and kinda family- oriented..<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
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<tr style="height: 15.3pt; mso-yfti-irow: 13;">
<td style="height: 15.3pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Kawan:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 15.3pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Yeah, what do u
mean materialistic, u guys are nice..<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 25.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 14;">
<td style="height: 25.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh: <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 25.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">No i mean they
are friendly n helpful n all, but one thing we are lacking, spiritual needs...we
are all just what u see, physical and material..<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 14.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 15;">
<td style="height: 14.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 14.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: .1pt; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">(this is interesting..) Do u mean
like god and religion kind of thing?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 25.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 16;">
<td style="height: 25.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh: <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 25.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Yeah but, well,
ur muslim right? U have Allah..and all ur things ur doing, it fills u inside,
u have a belief which support u spiritually.. we dont, so we feel empty...<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 14.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 17;">
<td style="height: 14.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 14.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: .6pt; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">So u must find
a religion..?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 38.0pt; mso-yfti-irow: 18;">
<td style="height: 38.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh: <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 38.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">I dont really
trust religion because sometime it feels like man-made..I believe in god, I
believe in Allahuakbar (aku curious gila time ni, lama aku kacau sup)
but I dont believe in those who claim to be the mesengger, the one can
communicate with god and tell us what to do and all..it should be just us
directly with god..there should not be Muhamad and all (ni dia yg cakap ok)<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: .1in; mso-yfti-irow: 19;">
<td style="height: .1in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku: <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: .1in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">So u mean u dont
believe in intermediaries, in prophecy? <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 15.3pt; mso-yfti-irow: 20;">
<td style="height: 15.3pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 15.3pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Well, yeah..
(dengan muka kemek-kemek, macam takut salah cakap, takut aku offended
kot) because u know these people are the one leading others to hate each
other’s, to kill others who dont have the same belief (oh dia tengah refer
fanatics and extremist) , u know like promising those who blow
themselves up heaven with 72 virgins waiting, (aku google and found<a href="https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/6175553927675940888/5835807579512050308"> this</a>)
, it is nonsence.. that is what happen when u dont communicate
spiritually and directly with god yet trust another person, who is he, not
the god himself, right?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 9.0pt; mso-yfti-irow: 21;">
<td style="height: 9.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 9.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: .1pt; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Well there are some cases like
that..they are the fanatics but not all..<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 17.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 22;">
<td style="height: 17.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 17.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">(dia potong) Do u believe in the
martyrs will be rewarded with 72 virgins in heaven?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: .5in; mso-yfti-irow: 23;">
<td style="height: .5in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku: <o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: .5in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">(masa ni memang aku tak pernah
dengar benda ni).. noooo...never heard of thattt... (dengan muka abeh
kemek sebab memang tak pernah dengar, aku ni jujur dalam facial expression)..
kawan aku pon buat muka hairan bin Ajaib..<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 1.0pt; mso-yfti-irow: 24;">
<td style="height: 1.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 1.0pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Hahahaha (dia
gelak kaw-kaw) Yeah, see?? well what's ur name?<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr style="height: 9.5pt; mso-yfti-irow: 25;">
<td style="height: 9.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Aku:<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: 9.5pt; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">I am Nur, my
friend is Yana..<o:p></o:p></p>
</td>
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<tr style="height: .5in; mso-yfti-irow: 26; mso-yfti-lastrow: yes;">
<td style="height: .5in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 62.75pt;" valign="top" width="84">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;">Mat Saleh: <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
</td>
<td style="height: .5in; padding: 0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; width: 388.05pt;" valign="top" width="517">
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 6.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 6.0pt; text-align: justify;">Oh, Nur and
Yana, well Nur, I gotta go, nice chatting with u, enjoy ur soup..enjoy ur
stay here, glad that u like it here..hope everything is good with u (sambil
menepuk bahu aku dan keluar dari dapur..)<o:p></o:p></p>
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Ohh dem, the interesting conversation left hanging..but at least, altho the conversation was short, it's long enough to make me understand the struggle of these people, kira betul la apa yang naqibah aku dok cakap setiap kali lepak..bersyukur kita yang kenal Islam, dan diberi keyakinan dan kepercayaan ke atas Allah dan rasul, dont take this from granted, and I pray for this guy to find what he is looking for..and find Islam, sebab one thing make him ahead of other local mat saleh,is that he realized what they are missing, that is spiritual needs, makanan rohani..benda-benda atas dunia ni tak cukup, sebab semuanya sementara kan, well i have to keep myself reminded of this time, kadang-kadang kita taip dan cakap kemain, lepas sebulan lupa diri huhu..mintak simpang..</div>
<br />Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-82990123473528289082015-08-17T14:43:00.002+08:002015-08-17T14:47:09.056+08:00Knock Knock..knocking on my heart?I am approaching 3 decades of age, which means the age where orang melayu start panggil BMW 3 series... Okai so u must know all the pressure of being single at this age bla bla bla, let's not go there, yet..maybe some other time, or maybe never..<br />
<br />
I just feel this song is so cool..<br />
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Someone I know that don't speak Malay is wondering what the lyric means, so here I am going to try to translate it, not directly like word-to-word, just so she gets the point..Here it goes:<br />
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<b>Knock Knock Lyric (with<span style="color: cyan;"> translation in English</span>)</b><br />
<br />
Bulan bintang kau janjikan<br />
Tidak aku teruja<br />
Cakap memang mudah<br />
Semuanya mampu<br />
<br />
<span style="color: cyan;">You promise me stars and moon, no I am not impressed because words are just words..</span><br />
<br />
Kata manis kau beri<br />
Ku terpikat belum tentu<br />
Cakap memang murah<br />
Oh, kau pun tau<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">All the sweet talks no I'm not falling for it,cuz talk is cheap, you know that too..</span><br />
<br />
Kiranya kau benar mahu<br />
Kiranya kau benar mahuku<br />
One, two ku sayang kamu<br />
Jangan sakiti aku<br />
<br />
<span style="color: cyan;">If you really want me, if you really do, one two I will love you, just don't hurt me..</span><br />
<br />
Knock knock<br />
Mahu ku perhatian<br />
Talk talk<br />
Mahu ku kau buktikan<br />
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap<br />
Jangan abaikan ku<br />
<br />
<span style="color: cyan;">Knock knock, I want all the attention, talk talk, I want you to prove it to me, don't you ever do it,never ignore me..</span><br />
<br />
Knock knock <br />
Ku beri kau semua<br />
Talk talk<br />
Ku buktikan diriku<br />
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap<br />
Jangan abaikan ku<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">Knock knock, I'll give you my all, talk talk, I'll prove it to you, just don't you ever do it,never ignore me..</span><br />
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Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti<br />
Kalau ku hampa kau kan rasa<br />
Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti<br />
Kalau ku terluka kau pun kan sama<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">Take care of my heart, please be careful</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">If you let me down you'll be sorry,</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Take care of my heart, please be careful</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">If I am hurt, you will be too..</span></div>
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Bukan mahu tunjuk diva<br />
Bukan nak mengada<br />
Cuma ku tak mahu kecewa selalu<br />
Dan andai apa ku beri<br />
Tidak cukup untukmu<br />
Katakan padaku apa kau mahu<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">No not being a diva, nor playing hard-to-get,</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">I just don't want to get hurt easily, and if everything is not enough,</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Let me know what more you want from me..</span></div>
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Kiranya kau benar mahu<br />
Kiranya kau benar mahuku<br />
One, two ku sayang kamu<br />
Jangan sakiti aku</div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">If you really want me, if you really do, one two I will love you, just please don't hurt me..</span></div>
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Knock knock<br />
Mahu ku perhatian<br />
Talk talk<br />
Mahu ku kau buktikan<br />
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap<br />
Jangan abaikan ku<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">Knock knock, I want all the attention, talk talk, I want you to prove it to me, don't </span><span style="color: cyan;">just don't you ever wrong me</span><span style="color: cyan;">,never ignore me..</span></div>
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Knock knock <br />
Ku beri kau semua<br />
Talk talk<br />
Ku buktikan diriku<br />
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap<br />
Jangan abaikan ku</div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Knock knock, I'll give you my all, talk talk, I'll prove it to you, just don't you ever wrong me,never ignore me..</span><br />
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Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti<br />
Kalau ku hampa kau kan rasa<br />
Jaga-jaga hati, jaga-jaga nanti<br />
Kalau ku terluka kau pun kan sama<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">Take care of my heart, please be careful</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">If you let me down you'll be sorry,</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Take care of my heart, please be careful</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">If I am hurt, you will be too..</span></div>
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1, haruslah setia<br />
2, jangan cakap bohong<br />
Buatku nangis jangan, jangan<br />
3, buatku tersenyum<br />
4, ulangi dari 1</div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">1, should be loyal</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">2, don't ever lie</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Make me cry no, don't</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">3, make me smile</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">4, repeat from 1</span><br />
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Knock knock<br />
Talk talk<br />
Knock knock<br />
Talk<br />
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Mahu ku hanya perhatian<br />
Talk talk<br />
Mahu ku untuk kau buktikan<br />
Jangan pernah kau abaikan ku<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">I want all the attention</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Talk talk</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">I want you to prove it</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Don't you ever ignore me</span></div>
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Knock knock<br />
Mahu ku perhatian<br />
Talk talk<br />
Mahu ku kau buktikan<br />
Jangan tersalah, jangan tersilap<br />
Jangan abaikan ku</div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Knock knock</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">I want all the attention</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Talk talk</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">I want you to prove it</span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;">Don't you ever wrong me, never ignore me..</span></div>
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Knock knock<br />
Talk talk</div>
Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-41209377509622660832015-06-03T16:02:00.003+08:002020-10-06T13:03:49.889+08:00Inspiring Movie about Life and Nature<div class="separator">I watched some movies as some sort of a break while writing, so I am keen to share some interesting movies worth watching to keep u alive, or to boost u into appreciating life more than u do now..</div>
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Since I am in the middle of completing my other assignment, which is a 4500-word research essay (in the last blog was 9000-word thesis draft) , I wont be writing that much, but I'll edit this later to add reviews in my own words..<br />
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For the time being, here are the movies that kinda inspire me to look at life in a different way (it's not that different, i was not that materialistic even before watching them):<br />
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This movie is superb..the acting is just great, well-delivered..about a recently divorced woman Cheryl who have some emotional turbulence handling with her mom's death..she is brave enough to take herself into the wood to explore nature and find her true self, being independent and all, read more <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wild_(film)" target="_blank">here</a>. I feel kinda related to this thing but I didn't really have to go through such a messy emotion and depression because I am blessed, my problem is just my love-life with men but I always have families and friends, leaving my comfort zone in Malaysia to discover myself in Australia in 2014 had really help me improve myself in so many levels, and it should be called back to fitrah, but unfortunately I got to feel it only for a year and a half, such a short training..but man I should be grateful..<br />
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This movie about 3 teenage patients running away from a behavioral facility, with the main actor as the guy with <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tourettes">Tourettes</a> , a nervous system disorder involving repetitive movements or unwanted sounds, and the other two suffer different type of disorder, read more <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Road_Within" target="_blank">here</a>. What I feel with this movie is exactly how true what my naqibah advised me, the only way you can find out whether a person is worth to be your friends (lovers maybe) or foes is when you travel with them and see how they take care of you, and provided of course how you take care of them too.. You won't get along with everybody, they are always selfish people who befriended you to get something in return, so travel with them and see..<br />
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This is a famous award-winning movie, I think I dont have to explain here about it, but the movie is an eye-opener for me, of how it is to be alone and isolated from civilization. How Tom Hanks depends so much on his non-living ball as friend he named Wilson shows how we human always need someone to talk to, to give us support to keep on living, to give us hope.. When he needs the ball, we always have Allah, He does not just listen, He has given us all we have now, just always remember Him and obey Him..<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">About Tom Cruise as a greedy guy who just found out his rich dead father left him only his car but all of his fortune to Tom's brother which is kept secret from him all this while. He discovered that his older brother has autism and he at first wanting to take him to live with him so he could get the inherited fortune. The excitement starts when his brother (Dustin Hoffman) refused to travel by plane, so they have to take a long road trip to get to other place. Read <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rain_Man" target="_blank">here</a> for more, </span><span style="font-size: small;">I watched this some time ago, maybe 2 years ago but it still in my mind, it touched me, like how the other movies listed here did eventho it's not much about nature vs human, but it's the road trip or journey that they have in common.. How the journey, the travel they took together had enabled love and human-bonding to defeat greed and selfishness and materialism...and I love both of their acting..</span></div>
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Banyak lagi la, Coldplay boleh kata semua lagu dia, and kadang-kadang Radiohead, my favourite is Creep..<br />
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And this metal cover of one of my favourite epic soundstrack is pretty good too, hilang ngantok..<br />
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Tapi this post i just want to share how one of the recent Taylor Swift's (me? Taylor Swift?) song feel so relatable to me..I mean i heard this song last year, but today i just learnt that the lyric spoke for my heart..<br />
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Hehe tak pernah pulak minat minah ni dulu sebab lagu dia semua sama je, tapi lately lagu dia jadi pop and got me interested.. lagu baru yang Bad Blood tu pon best gak, specially sebab video clip dia epic, siap ada my beloved Ellie Goulding dan Hayley William..<br />
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I totally love badass women..teehee~Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-72116198778197979022015-03-22T16:54:00.003+08:002022-02-28T12:57:06.197+08:00Escape to KrabiLagi seminggu nak fly balik ke Aussie, aku sempat pulak ke Krabi..hohoho...<br />
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Dulu plan nak honeymoon kat sana, dah tak kawen-kawen jugak so aku pi dulu, honeymoon target kat tempat jauh lagi hahaha bajet~<br />
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Kami amek tour je, pakai jalan darat, tobat takmau buat dah, next time kalau nak pi nak naik flight ja, penat and time consuming betul pakai jalan darat ni...<br />
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Walaupon van VIP tu selesa dan best, tapi penat dok dalam van ja.. huhu.. bajet habis dalam RM500+, 3 hari 2 malam.. Sebab kami plan last minute, tak dapat hotel kat Aonang beach, dok kat pekan Krabi yang bukan di tepi laut huhu.. Lagi satu big mistake kami ialah pegi pada CNY.. packed gila masa kat border, 2 jam kat situ je..gila punya dugaan..<br />
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On the way balik kami singgah Hatyai dan Danok..a piece of advice here, jangan naik gajah kat Hatyai.<br />
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Krabi memang best, specially air laut dia yang jernih gila tu..ciptaanNya yang indah..i'll visit there again next year!Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-15130253825785744002015-02-17T13:37:00.000+08:002015-03-17T18:15:32.342+08:00Persinggahan yang Bermakna, Berbakti Kepada Bumi KelantanPemilihan tempat kerja sementara yang aku buat dalam post <a href="http://idunknowwhyimhere.blogspot.com.au/2014/11/back-in-malaya.html" target="_blank">INI</a> adalah sangat bijak aku rasa...<br />
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THANK GOD I MADE THAT DECISION!!<br />
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Seperti yang aku post sebelum ini berkenaan banjir hebat di Kelantan dan pantai timur hujung tahun lepas yakni 2014, aku memang terasa dipanggil-panggil untuk berbakti kepada mangsa-mangsa di bumi itu..<br />
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Di saat aku tergolek-golek atas katil belek fon dengan badan yang sihat tanpa aktiviti, aku rasa rugi tak ke sana membanting tulang mengerah keringat membakar kalori dan mengutip point pahala sambil meringankan beban fizikal mangsa (yang dah sedia terbeban dari segi emosi dan mental) tapi entahlah, banyak halangan bila nak join mana-mana konvoi sukarelawan nak ke sana.. tak kenal orang lah, NGO konvoi tu nampak macam acuh tak acuh (ala-ala <a href="http://equrban.com/musibah-banjir-kelantan-disember-2014-membantu-dengan-strategi-bukan-sebagai-pelancung-musibahbencana/" target="_blank">pelancong musibah</a>)setakat mahu nama, atau konvoi yang hanya dipenuhi lelaki.<br />
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Demi Allah, betapa gembiranya aku di saat aku jeles-jeles tengok budak intern lagi sorang dalam department aku busy dengan event dinner dan program lain tapi aku left hanging without a real thing to do except extracting resume, bos aku tetiba panggil aku join satu meeting, then dia brief aku "we are doing a donation drive for the flood victims in Kelantan". Aku macam wow..at least there is something i can do for them, walaupon bukan ke sana dan berbakti (initially this was the plan), sebab aku memang boleh derma duit tapi banyak mana la student tak kaya macam aku boleh bagi, rasa tak cukup, sebab tu nak sumbang tenaga, sebab aku kaya tenaga. So this is the time, the chance i got, Allah heard my prayer, so aku excited. <a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/67_zps90853797.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt=" photo 67_zps90853797.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/67_zps90853797.gif" /></a><br />
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Cerita dia agak menarik dan panjang dan sedikit kejam, sebab initially my bos said the donation drive is like killing two birds with one stone, or sambil menyelam minum air, menderma dan mendapat nama, publicity. So dari awalnya hanya nak buat kutipan derma dan salurkan ke badan NGO yang nak ke Kelantan, end up jadi bigger than that.Team jejaka-jejaka senior yang suggest and initiate the project ni memang dedicated dan bertekad untuk organize a trip importing volunteers to sumbangkan tenaga, so it's voluntary work and donation, 2 in 1, isn't that great? I feel like they were "manipulating" the company's resource for a good cause, and salute the way they play the game, they actually gamed my bos haha..they gamed me too of course, bcuz i'm in the same team with my bos but i was really hoping to go there so i was with them on that.<br />
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In every meeting i observed their dedication, commitment and determination in making the mission happen, a lot of time i was blur and clueless with their industrial jargon and terms, and workaround process which i of course understood none since i've been there only for a month. I must admit, aku bersangka buruk kat depa sebenarnya, aku sangkakan depa ni seronok nak pi sana jalan-jalan ja ni. Sebab a lot of time my bos was pissed off when they keep on insisting to run a trip there, i did my part too in influencing her when she asked me to call around and ask for NGO that we can tumpang our donation and in the same time get the publicity, i kept telling how the hell are we supposed to do that if we refused to put more effort? Orang bagi publicity dengan donation yang banyak so that nampak la dalam gambar masuk paper, sama ada jumlah bertulis RM yang banyak atas mock cheque or donation package berkotak-kotak dengan logo company atas kotak (u can learn that from IM4U, or bantuan muka PM Najib~). So it's kinda knock some sense to her jugak la slowly...<br />
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After a lot of struggles, dengan kuasa Allah, it happened. It friggin happened!!! It was so exciting..<br />
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First time sampai situ dan tengok keadaan sekeliling memang tergamam. Macam dalam movie, pasca perang, pasca ribut etc. So devastating. I don't have to put pictures here, u've seen enough, or u should if u haven't. <br />
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Pasukan volunteer ini sangat rajin, bersemangat, dedikasi tinggi masa menjalankan aktiviti pembersihan, aku sungguh kagum. Pertama sekali semestinya bermula dengan ketua misi, the coordinator who kept constantly reminding us to focus on our intention, who drive us to stay focus with our goal and objectives. Salute him. He planned way ahead and think way ahead of most people in the team. Nevertheless, the core team working with him are also great people. There were always great ideas brainstormed and questions critics to test the flaw of every plan. Sukarelawan yang join (staff jugak semestinya) pon dimotivate dengan kesungguhan ketua dan core team. Amazingly, one of the director, a Chinese guy, joined in, and guess what, dia punya excited dan semangat, boleh nangis tengok. Cute and touching. And because of him, we managed to make a second trip to the same place three weeks later. And i got to join AGAIN! Man, i'm so lucky...<br />
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Untuk trip kedua, kami tak guna saluran yang sama iaitu sekolah untuk mengedarkan barang derma. Atas dasar keraguan integriti yang di-<i>highlight</i>-kan oleh "pihak pengurusan", kami deal direct dengan penduduk kampung tersebut, di mana beliau adalah sorang cikgu tapi sekolah lain, yang jugak dedicated untuk tolong orang yang betul-betul memerlukan, dan melalui nasihat dan saranan beliau tentang wujudnya pemilihan mangsa berdasarkan pilih kasih, pilihanraya-style iaitu ikut parti politik, dan ikut dan, kami pon lebih memilih sket kali ni. Walaupon sebenarnya trip pertama lagi banyak barang donation, tapi yang dah lepas tu takleh nak buat apa dah...<br />
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Masa trip pertama time kami membersih sekolah, datanglah satu team lagi dari company oil and gas nasional malaysia datang jugak, lagi berkoyan-koyan. Yang lawaknya datang membawa alatan yang tak cukup, dengan selambe amek kami punya. Memula tu ingat atas tujuan baik iaitu nak membersihkan sekolah so takpala, yang tak bestnya bila datang 400 orang, yang buat kerja tu nampak macam 15 orang je, yang lain pegang-pegang je, tapi kelengkapan kami semua lesap. Kami ni 40 orang je noks... Patutlah ayat one of them kat aku berbunyi begini,"kalau ada glove lebih yang nampak stylo tu bagi la kami buat souvenir.."<br />
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Tapi depa sangat bijak, datang tanpa bawak kelengkapan membersih yang mencukupi, tapi satu kelengkapan yang sangat canggih dan berkuasa tinggi dibawaknya, iaitu kamera video gedabak, stok-stok syarikat produksi guna punya, kami ni rekod video pakai kamera fon ja....<br />
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Tidak cukup dengan itu, lepas pasukan glamorina ni makan tengahari berbungkus (kami tak beli bungkus,kami masak rewang ala kenduri, fresh on the spot, best bro!) , disepah-sepahnya bekas polistrin di sana sini dengan botol air mineral, aku nasib baik tak pegang fon je, kalau tak dah snap gambor dah kasi viral (then tuntut royalti minyak untuk Kelantan haha)...apa punya mentaliti daaa, harap keje je kat company gah~<a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/12_zpsf69748c6.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt=" photo 12_zpsf69748c6.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/12_zpsf69748c6.gif" /></a><br />
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Ok kita lupakan kesakitan hati kita dengan hamba publisiti ni jap, yang penting, aku suka, teruja, bangga, gembira, kagum dengan seluruh pasukan sukarelawan sukahati yang aku join ni. They are the best bro..Aku harap one day aku jadi seseorang yang penting yang boleh drive a mission like this and become a great role model to the younger generation, just like how these senior gentlemen inspired me to be. <a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/63_zps43681a21.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt=" photo 63_zps43681a21.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/63_zps43681a21.gif" /></a><br />
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They truly don't care about publicity, name, profit whatsoever. Pure intention.<br />
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Nah pitchas kami!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">1st trip, mission leader memberi kata-kata semangat. Notice all the package there? those are our kelengkapan membersih..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yep, dan memang itu ja yang kami harapkan..balasan tuhan..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">2nd trip punya..still datang bawak sendiri punya kelengkapan membersih..baru namanya datang buat kerja</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">A day before the 1st trip, our proud pose when the mission was approved n ready to begin</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tempat masak dan makan kami, di surau sekolah.. oh kami juga tidur dalam sekolah ni</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Scouting and distributing donation items di kampung sebelah iaitu Kemubu on our 2nd trip</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Selepas edar barang 1st round, we pose again as kenangan..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Bersama guru besar sekolah..hmmm</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Kami juga tolong bersihkan rumah belakang sekolah ni..nenek dan cucu je tinggal..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Saat balik..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Director berjiwa rakyat, berkelulusan universiti Singapore, bekerja bertahun-tahun di US..humble human being</span>..</td></tr>
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I will never forget this wonderful experience, i will never forget these gentlemen (and the ladies too), i will miss and forever cherish this moment...<br />
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<strong><span style="font-size: x-large;">Banjir dan jumlah mangsa</span></strong><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Bermula dari 15 December..<a href="http://portalbencana.mkn.gov.my/Portal/" target="_blank">sumber</a></span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tapi tak masuk TV sangat, sebab bukan kes liwat mungkin~ <a href="http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/malaysia/article/kelantan-flood-victims-plea-for-aid-via-social-media" target="_blank">sumber</a></span></td></tr>
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<strong>27 Dec</strong><br />
"Banjir di Kelantan semakin meruncing apabila jumlah mangsa kini mencecah<strong> 81,925</strong> orang manakala keadaan di Kedah semakin pulih setakat tengah Sabtu.<br />
"..di TERENGGANU, 35,246 penduduk melibatkan 6,750 keluarga masih berada di pusat pemindahan."- <a href="http://www.mstar.com.my/berita/berita-semasa/2014/12/27/banjir-kelantan-meruncing/" target="_blank">sumber</a><br />
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<strong>28 Dec</strong><br />
"Bilangan mangsa banjir di Kelantan meningkat kepada <strong>93,407</strong> orang pagi ini berbanding lebih 80,000 semalam, manakala di Terengganu, Pahang dan Perak tidak banyak berubah. <br />
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Di PAHANG, jumlah mangsa banjir menurun sedikit kepada <strong>33,601</strong> mangsa setakat 8 pagi ini berbanding 33,643 di sembilan daerah malam tadi."<br />
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Di TERENGGANU, jumlah mangsa menurun kepada <strong>33,990</strong> pagi ini berbanding 34,709 malam tadi di kawasan terjejas banjir termasuk Kuala Terengganu, Hulu Terengganu dan Besut."-<a href="http://www.mstar.com.my/berita/berita-semasa/2014/12/28/banjir-kelantan-meningkat/" target="_blank">sumber</a><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><strong>Tindakan kerajaan</strong></span><br />
"Kerajaan masih dapat mengawal keadaan, setakat ini kerajaan tidak perlu membuat perintah-perintah tertentu, misalnya mengambil harta persendirian untuk dijadikan pusat pemindahan.<br />
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"Seperti kata Timbalan Perdana Menteri (Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin), kalau tidak isytihar darurat banjir, kita masih perlu selamatkan mangsa, kalau isytihar pun sama juga, jadi saya rasa kalau tidak perlu, tak payah isytihar darurat," katanya."- <a href="http://www.mstar.com.my/berita/berita-semasa/2014/12/28/banjir-terkawal-darurat/" target="_blank">sumber</a><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Belum darurat lagi..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">The aftermath,hmm.. </span><a href="http://www.pendapatanda.com/2014/12/gambar-keadaan-rumah-selepas-banjir-gua.html" target="_blank"><span style="font-size: small;">sumber</span></a></td></tr>
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"Kementerian Kewangan meluluskan peruntukan segera berjumlah RM50 juta untuk negeri dilanda banjir."-<a href="http://www.rakyatnews.my/index.php/ekslusif/kerajaan-umum-peruntukan-rm50-juta-bantu-mangsa-banjir" target="_blank">sumber</a><br />
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"Pasukan sukarelawan yang membantu menyediakan makanan dan minuman kepada mangsa banjir yang ditempatkan di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultan Ismail (SMKSI), Kelantan berkata mereka 'diarahkan keluar' oleh seorang guru yang dikenali sebagai Zuraini Ariffin, kerana mendakwa tugas tersebut bakal digantikan pihak lain. Ahli Parlimen Kota Bharu Datuk Takiyuddin Hassan berkata, arahan tersebut dikeluarkan oleh seorang guru sekolah itu. "..pihak sekolah mempunyai kuasa utk menghalang orang luar dari berada dlm kawasan
sekolah tambah-tambah lagi bila ada arahan politik dari orang atas".-<a href="http://wargamarhaen.blogspot.com/2014/12/pasukan-sukarelawan-dihalau-daripada.html" target="_blank">sumber</a><br />
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"TNB telah menggunakan 70 set janakuasa berkapasiti antara 500 kW hingga 1,000 kW untuk membekalkan elektrik ke negeri-negeri yang teruk dilanda banjir setakat jam 8 pagi ini. 45 set janakuasa tersebut kini berada di Pahang, 19 di Terengganu, lima di Perak dan<strong> </strong>satu di Kelantan (SATU DI KELANTAN), kata Pengurus Besar Kanan (Operasi Wilayah 2), Bahagian Pembahagian Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB) Abdul Aziz Abdul Majid, yang juga merangkap Ketua Koordinator Pengurusan Banjir TNB."-<a href="http://www.sinarharian.com.my/semasa/tnb-guna-70-set-janakuasa-akan-tambah-lagi-1.345210" target="_blank">sumber</a><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Bantuan khemah yang sempat diprint logo, tapi lokasi tak pasti di mana, di Kelantan kah? hmmm~ <a href="http://parpukari.blogspot.com/2014/12/terkini-bantuan-datang-mencurah-di.html?showComment=1419815519634" target="_blank">sumber</a></span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Al fatihah..</span></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">PM terhormat melawat kawasan yang paling teruk kena banjir...screenshot dari Utusan Online</span> <br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">"Last night alone, we saw eight houses swept away…our homes are gone," she told Bernama. More than 90,000 have been evacuated due to floods in Kelantan, Terengganu, Pahang, Perlis and Perak. At least 30,000 were evacuated from homes in Kelantan, but Channel News Asia reported that many refuse to leave fearing looting. Acting Prime Minister Muhyiddin Yassin said a state of emergency will not be called as rescue efforts are already underway. Prime Minister Najib Abdul Razak is on year-end vacation in Hawaii, but said he is keeping tabs on the situation via phone calls to Muhyiddin. - <a href="http://malaysiansmustknowthetruth.blogspot.com/2014/12/flood-victims-panic-as-atms-run-out-of.html" target="_blank">M'kini</a></span></td></tr>
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Dapatkah anda kesan mereka yang berhati tidak wangi itu? Gambar PM main golf dan TPM meninjau dari helikopter tidak perlulah diletakkan, manakala TGNA..eh dia bukan MB Kelantan lagi..ok sekian, semoga mereka yang berhati tidak wangi, menggilai kuasa, mahu namanya dihebohkan bila beri bantuan dan nak mengambil kesempatan ke atas musibah banjir dan terhadap mangsa-mangsa ini didoakan bertaubat atau diberi pembalasan yang selayaknya sehingga mereka bertaubat sekaligus menjadi iktibar untuk orang lain yang berniat nak bertanduk jugak tu...<br />
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Aku ada pengakuan, sebenarnya aku pernah gemok. Tidaklah bermakna sekarang aku kurus seperti Taylor Swift atau Emma Maembong tapi slimlah berbanding zaman kata adjektif "gemok" itu sering digunakan untuk menggambarkan rupa fizikalku....<br />
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Aku gemuk kerana kasih sayang yang dicurahkan oleh ibu bapaku, tapi itu tak bermakna mereka yang bersalah! Akulah yang bersalah kerana lemah melawan nafsu makan yang macam naga lapar atau godzila jumpa sushi, pantang dioffer pastiku sambar dengan begitu lahap sekali..miaahahaha betapa buruknya gambaran ini...<a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/68_zpsjy4hngcs.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt="photo 68_zpsjy4hngcs.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/68_zpsjy4hngcs.gif" /></a> <strike>sebab tu tadak boipren sampai lani</strike><br />
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Tapi takdelah lama mana berlanjutannya zaman kegemilangan lemakku itu. Mula gemok nak dekat SPM, start masuk matrik, digesa dek homesick dan penjimatan wang makanan sendiri, ditambah pula bosan dengan cafe sedia ada serta peraturan ketat matrik yang susah nak lepak luar tu menyebabkan gua secara tanpa sedar kehilangan dalam 5-8kg. Thorbaek~ Then baru gua ada kesedaran untuk kawal pemakanan gua, takde lah strict, tak mampulah minah kuat makan ni nak diet-diet, kawal pemakanan yakni gua makan bila lapar dan tidak makan sampai kenyang (maksudnya masa gemok dulu makan selagi ada makanan depan mata, bukan pasal lapar pon haha). <br />
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Aku beli buku yang motivate pemakanan sihat sebab again, i'm not the strict-dieting type. Dan banyak minum air kosong, bagi kenyang dan buang toksin badan, punyalah pi toilet tak payah cerita laaa~<br />
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Lepas turun lagi dalam 5kg, baru aku start workout indoor, sebab masih tak konfiden nak lari-lari loncat di khalayak ramai (gua pemalu orangnyer). Lepas lost lagi 3kg badan dah rasa aktif baru aku berjinak dalam sukan jogging (sukankah itu?). Sejak pada itu aku rasa suka jogging,i love it! Suka perasaan berlari tengok benda sekeliling berlalu sambil lari tu, angin yang kena kat muka, sambil pasang lagu layan perasaan.. Justeru aku menanam impian nak jadi dedicated <a href="http://idunknowwhyimhere.blogspot.com/2012/11/berlari-atas-jambatan-sorang-sorang.html" target="_blank">runner</a> tapi sampai ke sudah tadakla dedicated mana..ceh~<br />
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Selain dari itu aku suka main dumbell (1kg and 2kg each) , kettlebell (5kg je baru ada), yoga, pilates body combat dan zumba.<br />
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Manusia ni terdiri dari pelbagai body type dan body type aku setelah dikenalpasti adalah mesomorph, rujuk gambar di bawah:<br />
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Aku explain sikit dalam bahasa ibunda kita:<br />
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<li><strong>Ectomorph:</strong> kurus, tadak lemak sangat, nampak panjang kalau tak tinggi pon, otot pon sikit-sikit. Susah nak ternak lemak sebab metabolism tinggi (dream of all women in the world, oh no not all, i know a few thin women who are so jealous of my body because they can't put on weight)</li>
<li><strong>Mesomorph: </strong>gagah athletic,otot yang senang nampak, lemak senang ternak senang bakar tapi kena berusaha la jugak nak bakar, aku ni sebelum menguruskan badan bukan kaki bersukan sangat, tapi masa gemok pon ada 2-3 orang ingat aku swimmer wakil sekolah sebab bahu aku yang nampak gagah secara semulajadi ni. So bayangkan setelah sekarang aku kaki workout..oh gagahnya sayer <a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/46_zpsbhol7ypf.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt="photo 46_zpsbhol7ypf.gif" border="0" nbsp="" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/46_zpsbhol7ypf.gif" /></a> bajet~~</li>
<li><strong>Endomorph:</strong> Senang gemok, nampak lembik..selalu nampak bulat macam bola..ini bukan penghinaan,ini description...thank god aku bukan yang ni, aku tak sanggup, aku memang suka aku nampak gagah, sebab tu aku tak begitu gemar bila orang cakap aku comel, aku rasa aku nampak bulat dan lembik.. tapi tu personal preference, ada orang memang sesuai comel dan bulat, contoh Adele dan Enot. </li>
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Disebabkan aku ni mesomorph, aku kenalah rajin workout,kalau tak otot aku tu akan terlindung dek lemak dan aku akan nampak macam hulk yang obese.<br />
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Kalau korang ni nak kuruskan badan an an an, kenalah tahu jenis badan korang, pastu boleh kira kat <a href="http://www.superskinnyme.com/body_type_calculator.html" target="_blank">sini</a>. Body type ni sebenarnya penting untuk menyedarkan anda tentang kerealistikan goal anda. Kalau dah frame besar tapi nak jugak berat Emma Maembong yang mungkin dalam 42kg je tu, memang mustahil la jawabnya. Macam aku, 50kg pon aku boleh nampak macam orang sakit sebab aku jenis frame besar, berat tulang, berat otot lagi. Ideal weight aku dalam 55-64kg. Tapi time aku 65kg pon orang ingat aku 55kg camtu, sebab senang nampak tulang temulang, tak nampak bulat sangat.<br />
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Untuk specific lagi body type anda, wanita khususnya, check this out:<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Aku antara rectangle ngan hourglass</span></td></tr>
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Untuk membantu anda memilih outfit bersesuaian dengan body type, lawat <a href="http://www.beliteweight.com/blog/how-to-dress-for-your-body-shape-7-tips/" target="_blank">sini</a> dan <a href="http://anotherbeautifulthing.blogspot.com/2013/09/how-to-dress-for-your-body-type-guest.html" target="_blank">sini</a>. Tapi pandai-pandailah korang tutup aurat eh, kang kena bakar dalam neraka kang, it's too late to apologize~~<br />
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Atas tu pic untuk anda identify berapa banyak lemak anda ternak. Secara sihat dan cunnya aku target dalam 25% ke 30%. Nak muscular macam kat atas-atas tu memang tak dapek la, strict gila, garam gula kalori semua kena amek kira sebab workout macam mana pon, yang menentukan ke-muscular-an atau kegemukan kita adalah makanan.. it's 20% gym and 80% from kitchen.<br />
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Untuk mengakhiri blog ni, dalam gua berusaha men-fit-kan badan sebab badan yang sihat adalah rezeki dan amanah dari Allah, dan ingatlah sihat sebelum sakit, gua menyeru anda semua supaya menjaga kesihatan yang merupakan rezeki ini dari awal, dari muda-muda (kalau anda tua sekalipon, selagi belum mati ni) sila aktifkan diri, kawal pemakanan, rasa sedap makanan tu lekat beberapa minit je kat mulut, dah masuk badan dia bawak penderitaan je kalau tak berjaga-jaga. Dan rakyat Malaysia dah terbukti bermasaalah obese dan diabetes sebab masakan harian Malaysian memang tak agak-agak kolestrol tinggi,lemak karbohidrat bagai. Marilah kita mengubah demi generasi kita yang akan datang ok!</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sumber </span><a href="http://www.healthworks.my/malaysians-most-obese/" target="_blank"><span style="font-size: small;">sini</span></a></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">“<span face="Thread-00004bcc-Id-00000080">Malaysia is ranked sixth in the Asia-Pacific region for obesity and tops the list in South-East Asia for both obesity and diabetes</span>,” stated Prof Dr.Mohd Ismail Noor,the president of Malaysian Society for the Study of Obesity, during a press interview.-Healthworks</span></td></tr>
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Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-27371007171349610632014-12-08T12:06:00.002+08:002014-12-11T10:19:12.539+08:00Pensyarah Syaitan atau Syaitan yang Melemahkan aku?Result keluar ari ni dow, tapi aku dah check semalam...bapaak ahhh..nak pengsan, nak terjun bangunan, nak makan banyak, nak gi mabok , err mabok gula jer lah, y'know sugar high; makan kek, coklat, semua benda-benda diabetes..bukan arak tau,bukan!<br />
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Sesusah payahnya aku dapat 3.5 semester lepas, tapi sebab satu kos credit besar sem ni aku dianugerahkan dengan sebijik C, C untuk celaka okeh, bukan maki, mari belajar mengeja, C untuk..takpe takyah ulang... akibatnya sem ni aku selama ni berjaya maintain pointer above 3.00, now jadi below 3.00!<img alt="http://www.emocutez.com" border="0" src="http://i306.photobucket.com/albums/nn252/cebong_ipit/ALL%20EMOTICON/onionhead/76.gif" height="50" width="50" /> <img alt="http://www.emocutez.com" border="0" src="http://i306.photobucket.com/albums/nn252/cebong_ipit/ALL%20EMOTICON/onionhead/53.gif" height="50" width="50" /><br />
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Aku ni bukan nak poyo kan, walaupon tak fail nak pecah otak sangat gayanya, tapi aku da korban macam-macam kot nak sambung study ni, lagipon ramai yang look up to me and expecting me to perform, kalau untuk aku je aku tak heran sangat..but this is for everybody who helped me to be here..i don't want to disappoint them....lagipon subjek aku art je kot, kalau medic ke engineering ke tahan la kalau dapat below 3.00 pon, kos tu susah..<br />
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Kalau tak berapa nak ada iman ni, aku takleh pikir apa aku da buat...kejamnya lecturer tu, dua kali essay aku dia bagi C termasuk yang final, sedangkan lecturer lagi satu dan lecturer-lecturer last semester pon bagi aku D and HD je, (Australian tak main A, B, C.. dia main HD,D, C.. check ar <a href="http://www.classbase.com/countries/Australia/Grading-System" target="_blank">sini</a> sendiri, bad mood ni taw tak!) I used to be recognised! U make me feel like a loser u moron!<img alt="http://www.emocutez.com" border="0" src="http://i306.photobucket.com/albums/nn252/cebong_ipit/ALL%20EMOTICON/onionhead/10.gif" height="50" width="50" /><br />
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Dedua essay pon dia komen pasal reference, first essay dia cakap content tak berapa kena dengan soalan, plus wrong reference method, padahal aku guna kat essay unit lain ok je,lecturer lain terima je. Then final essay ni aku siap berjumpa discuss dengan dia pasal content agar betul-betul menjawab soalan, kot email pon aku tanya lagi di saat akhir. Remarks dia cakap content aku menjawab soalan, tapi reference method tak cukup dan salah. Pasal reference je aku boleh dapat C? Pentingnya reference bagi dia! Unit lagi satu tu lagi susah, pasal copyright infringement, open source and piracy, aku dapat HD lagi, content yang penting, buah fikiran aku yang penting kot! Apa masalah beliau??!!<a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/75_zps4c64103d.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt=" photo 75_zps4c64103d.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/75_zps4c64103d.gif" /></a><br />
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Ya rabbi ya rabb..kenapa..kenapa..uhuk uhuk..memanglah diakui tak syak lagi semester dua ni aku kurang kiasu dalam study, tapi kemonlah, tak kiasu pon i put effort gak kot..kiasu tu level engineering punya budak study..penatla budak art ni nak pi pulun camtu..<img alt="http://www.emocutez.com" border="0" src="http://i306.photobucket.com/albums/nn252/cebong_ipit/ALL%20EMOTICON/onionhead/81.gif" height="50" width="50" /><br />
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Nouman Ali Khan, help me, say something good to me!!!<br />
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..bisikkanlah la tahzan ke telinga gua..gua rasa macam nak mengesot je ke mana-mana nih....<a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/14_zpsad21d3bb.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt=" photo 14_zpsad21d3bb.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/14_zpsad21d3bb.gif" /></a><br />
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Semester depan, my final one, kena la pulun kedah pulun nak cover balik, i want to pass with flying colours, not black and white, ganbataeeeeeeeeee <a href="http://s185.photobucket.com/user/sephia_rezzar/media/emoticon/99_zpsfd70d91e.gif.html" target="_blank"><img alt=" photo 99_zpsfd70d91e.gif" border="0" src="http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x184/sephia_rezzar/emoticon/99_zpsfd70d91e.gif" /></a>..<br />
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p/s: aku ada cerita sket pasal ke-tak-best-an sem ni di <a href="http://idunknowwhyimhere.blogspot.com/2014/08/patriotik-yang-romantik-yakni-jiwang.html" target="_blank">sini</a>.. it turns out yang macam pengkid tu lagi pemurah bagi markah dari Caronn yang nampak motherly tapi sanggup bagi aku C! cimpengzi betoi<br />
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Wanita Bertudung Hitamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02346925793845000494noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175553927675940888.post-89818749261871659312014-11-21T13:56:00.000+08:002014-12-08T11:21:21.996+08:00Back in MalayaSalam, it's good to be home.. except when there is a huge unpleasant surprise waiting...<br />
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Something like a bomb happened to my family, and i came back to be surprised by it. Pergh...<br />
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Memang macam sebijik bomb, dropped in my heart. I couldn't cry, because it would make me feel even weaker...than i already am..huhu<br />
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Rasa macam nak mati pon ada, berkecai dengan bom tu. But i'm still trying to hold on. Oh Ya Allah, give me strength, give me a strong heart, a new heart.<br />
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Aku balik Malaysia sempena summer break, dan aku memang tanak duduk rumah je sepanjang 3 bulan cuti,aktif la katakan. So aku apply kerja atau internship. Aku dah dapat kat KL (area PJ actually, but i will call it KL, orang kampung la katakan, we generalize everything lulz), lepas aku dapat tahu kisah family aku tu hari yang sama aku dapat interview untuk company area rumah aku ni. Dengan perasaan yang macam nak mati ni, aku tak bersemangat sangat and not that prepared for the interview pon...<br />
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But it's like a test to me, surprisingly today i was informed that i got the job, which can offer me a bit of better financial saving, and i can stay with my family. So i can choose whether to live a risky life in KL yet i will get the chance to run away from this problem, or stay here with the family trying to fix the problem, succeed or not belakang ceritalah..<br />
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Both options are somewhat tiring. If i choose to stay in KL, the positive side is it is a much sophisticated glamour-looking place to work but the negative side the allowance is too little to survive there. I have to rent a room for a short stay and that is leceh of course. And i dont have a car anymore. Tapi memang boleh lari dari masalah famili skang ni...macam seorang penakut...*terngiang-ngiang lagu Yuna*<br />
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Kalau stay here dekat dengan family, the pay is slightly better, dan aku jimat dekat tempat tinggal. Cuma tempat kerjanya bosan, tak glamer langsung (gila glamer jugak aku ni). Tapi aku boleh stay dengan family untuk support since i'm like the big sister here, the one that makes most of the decisions. Penat.<br />
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Selepas tanya pendapat orang, tanpa reveal that sensitive personal issue lah, mostly rekemen accepting the job near to my family. I was still hesitated, then i pray and asked a hint to my heart, then my instinct asked me to put family first, because if it was for me,selfishly i would want to stay in KL, boleh henjoy ngan memember (like i always did, pathetic me). But my family need me, and a plus point is, i can save some money, and go shopping! (trying to make myself smile)<br />
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Ya Allah...make me strong, help me find You and find myself. I want to be strong. I need to be strong.<br />
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